Recently a friend post this in FB...
Its amazing
watch it...
Friday, October 16, 2009
Sunday, October 04, 2009
Corrinne May - Everything in its time... I love it!
My friend had this posted in her FB profile. I love the lyrics....
Corrinne May - Everything In its time
Sometimes i wonder what lies ahead
How long til my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
so many people on this merry-go-round
Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and i try to pray
in the silence i can hear Him say
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
I often feel like that i'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
why i should give up
But i'm stubborn in the things i believe
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to the patience and watch for the sign
'cause maybe there's another plan
One i still cant see
A little surprise, like your love in your life
Funny how time changes how we see
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to the patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time
Here's the link to You tube
Corrinne May - Everything in Its Time
Corrinne May - Everything In its time
Sometimes i wonder what lies ahead
How long til my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
so many people on this merry-go-round
Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and i try to pray
in the silence i can hear Him say
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
I often feel like that i'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
why i should give up
But i'm stubborn in the things i believe
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to the patience and watch for the sign
'cause maybe there's another plan
One i still cant see
A little surprise, like your love in your life
Funny how time changes how we see
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to the patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time
Here's the link to You tube
Corrinne May - Everything in Its Time
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Sometimes....
Sometimes, I get too tired. Sometimes, I don't know whats life all about. Sometimes, I wish I can just disappear. Sometimes, I wonder if its all worth it.
Sometimes, I wish for paradise. Sometimes, I wish I have more in life. Sometimes, I feel I am very lucky to be where I am in life, when I see others having less than me. Sometimes, I wish I have found love to last me a life time. Sometimes, I wish my mom would live forever so that I when I grow old alone, I won't be lonely.
Sometimes, I wish and keep wishing.... I know my purpose here on earth...
Sometimes, I wish I can feel this happy like when I look at the picture below...
** picture taken in Bali by yours truly
Sometimes, I wish for paradise. Sometimes, I wish I have more in life. Sometimes, I feel I am very lucky to be where I am in life, when I see others having less than me. Sometimes, I wish I have found love to last me a life time. Sometimes, I wish my mom would live forever so that I when I grow old alone, I won't be lonely.
Sometimes, I wish and keep wishing.... I know my purpose here on earth...
Sometimes, I wish I can feel this happy like when I look at the picture below...
** picture taken in Bali by yours truly
Saturday, August 15, 2009
See Saw Weight
On Thursday before I went to bed, I went to weigh myself. I haven't weighed myself in a while. Kind of gave up since I haven't been to the gym for more than 1 month now. and I am officially on my high BP medication. So i reckon, I just want to hibernate for awhile.
But to my surprise, i saw the no 55. yahooo... i have been struggling to down to 55 kg for a long time..... i was estatic
Then the next morning I woke up and saw i am down to 54.7 hahaha ok what.. at least I c the no 54 there...
I din do anything really... but i noticed somehthng, last whole week I din touch any fast food... hmm....
Lets see if I get back to exercising will my weight go down more or go up.
p/s i realized that i have been speaking manglish too long now.. since I got back from the states, I can't even express myself well verbally no more. And when I had my presentation my leadership team in houston y esterday nite... i sounded like a retarted... my tongue just couldn't talk normally... as they say in BM asyik tersasul.
But to my surprise, i saw the no 55. yahooo... i have been struggling to down to 55 kg for a long time..... i was estatic
Then the next morning I woke up and saw i am down to 54.7 hahaha ok what.. at least I c the no 54 there...
I din do anything really... but i noticed somehthng, last whole week I din touch any fast food... hmm....
Lets see if I get back to exercising will my weight go down more or go up.
p/s i realized that i have been speaking manglish too long now.. since I got back from the states, I can't even express myself well verbally no more. And when I had my presentation my leadership team in houston y esterday nite... i sounded like a retarted... my tongue just couldn't talk normally... as they say in BM asyik tersasul.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Quest for better Health Level
Failure!!!! just one word
Exercise!!!! Failure...
AI AI AI
to be continue later....
Exercise!!!! Failure...
AI AI AI
to be continue later....
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Tribute to Michael Jackson
As we all know by know, Michael Jackson the king of pop, the man who has inspired the young and the old. The man who was inspiration for all the wanna be celebrities and also the young and old celebrities.
For the last couple of days, the radio station has been playing alot of his songs.. since his passing was announced. I began to realized when these songs were playing. His songs has meaning. Its unlike many of the songs we hear today, its different. The lyrics sounds so meaningful. Its more about life and life's situation rather than love. Unlike they say in malay - lagu2 jiwang. hehe.
I understand now that this man is an incredible person. Eventho' his life hasn't been all that great esp with the all the news we heard and read.
But he is leaving behind a great legacy which I do not think many can emulate.
Like the saying goes, you leave your good name on earth and thats what he is doing. His good beautiful songs will over shadow all the scandals which has plaqued his life.
MJ - Rest in Peace, You will be missed by many..... thank You for all the beautiful years of good songs.
For the last couple of days, the radio station has been playing alot of his songs.. since his passing was announced. I began to realized when these songs were playing. His songs has meaning. Its unlike many of the songs we hear today, its different. The lyrics sounds so meaningful. Its more about life and life's situation rather than love. Unlike they say in malay - lagu2 jiwang. hehe.
I understand now that this man is an incredible person. Eventho' his life hasn't been all that great esp with the all the news we heard and read.
But he is leaving behind a great legacy which I do not think many can emulate.
Like the saying goes, you leave your good name on earth and thats what he is doing. His good beautiful songs will over shadow all the scandals which has plaqued his life.
MJ - Rest in Peace, You will be missed by many..... thank You for all the beautiful years of good songs.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Putting One's Life on Hold
I did that once. Putting my life on hold. And my mind was consistently in a state of confusion. Each time i bought something it made me feel guilty and also worried.
I put my life on hold for 5 years. The 5 years which I couldn't decide whether I will move to another country or not. Thinking back I think I was so foolish. If it was something i really wanted, I would have move in a heart beat but I didn't. I consistently weigh what I should do.
Now I realized, those precious moments are lost forever. Lost opportunities, lost potential partners... I cannot bring back those moments nor can I reclaim the lost times.
But I have now learn to live to my best. If i wanted something, and I know I am able to afford it after thinking whether I need it.. or once a while indulging myself with something expensive, I would. Maybe that's one other thing that has made me look happier. But those are temporary happiness as my priest would say. I have also been trying to save as much as I can. Also in away avoiding assholes that keep putting me down. Little by little... i think I am beginning to live in the moment.
Also I want to live now in the moment and not think about what will happen tomorrow. Who knows maybe I might drop dead tomorrow, or u know... future is so uncertain....
Yes, I do still think about having children, getting married. which I know may never materialize in my life time. But I still have hope.
But I have learnt to not live in the past nor... regret the 5 years which I placed my life on hold.
Not even sure if anyone understood what I just wrote hahaha
I put my life on hold for 5 years. The 5 years which I couldn't decide whether I will move to another country or not. Thinking back I think I was so foolish. If it was something i really wanted, I would have move in a heart beat but I didn't. I consistently weigh what I should do.
Now I realized, those precious moments are lost forever. Lost opportunities, lost potential partners... I cannot bring back those moments nor can I reclaim the lost times.
But I have now learn to live to my best. If i wanted something, and I know I am able to afford it after thinking whether I need it.. or once a while indulging myself with something expensive, I would. Maybe that's one other thing that has made me look happier. But those are temporary happiness as my priest would say. I have also been trying to save as much as I can. Also in away avoiding assholes that keep putting me down. Little by little... i think I am beginning to live in the moment.
Also I want to live now in the moment and not think about what will happen tomorrow. Who knows maybe I might drop dead tomorrow, or u know... future is so uncertain....
Yes, I do still think about having children, getting married. which I know may never materialize in my life time. But I still have hope.
But I have learnt to not live in the past nor... regret the 5 years which I placed my life on hold.
Not even sure if anyone understood what I just wrote hahaha
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Good comments for the Day!
I met an old friend at klcc today. Its been awhile since I last saw her. First thing she said when she saw me was that I look happier. My face has clear of all the tension, stress. I don't know coz i don't know how i looked before.
Throughout our conversation she kept asking what have I done differently. I actually am not sure.I guess I started exercising and probably caring less about work. Making a distinction between time at work and leisure.
I make it a point these days, not to switch on my laptop at home unless I absolutely have to. e.g when I have nite conferences or I have some really pressing things which I need to resolve.
I guess in a way, I can say it took some effort but I still have a long way to go.
Even in my appraisal, I did put a goal as in putting my health first and I guess that did help...
Another point to me.. :)
Throughout our conversation she kept asking what have I done differently. I actually am not sure.I guess I started exercising and probably caring less about work. Making a distinction between time at work and leisure.
I make it a point these days, not to switch on my laptop at home unless I absolutely have to. e.g when I have nite conferences or I have some really pressing things which I need to resolve.
I guess in a way, I can say it took some effort but I still have a long way to go.
Even in my appraisal, I did put a goal as in putting my health first and I guess that did help...
Another point to me.. :)
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I made the 15 minutes
I made it ....!!!!
Managed to run 15 min non stop on the threadmill. Additional 5 min from the usual 10 min. of the 30 min i am on the threadmill.
I am so happy.... I didn't feel really tired or whatever.... hahahaha
Next milestone.... add another 5 min. to achieve 20 min.... :D out of the 30 min...
dup dup bi do
Managed to run 15 min non stop on the threadmill. Additional 5 min from the usual 10 min. of the 30 min i am on the threadmill.
I am so happy.... I didn't feel really tired or whatever.... hahahaha
Next milestone.... add another 5 min. to achieve 20 min.... :D out of the 30 min...
dup dup bi do
Sunday, May 17, 2009
The Quest to a Healthier Life Style
Not really :D
The quest to reduce my high BP has become my goal in life. In a way, I still struggling to achieve this.
I used to be a sprinter in school. I ran the 100, 200, 4*100 relay. Since I was in Primary school. When I reached form 4-5, I had to stop as my mom said I needed to concentrate on my studies instead and that was the most trying time for in my school years.
After that I never touched running again except for that one 1/2 semester in my sophomore year where I have had to take the stupid cross country class... almost died running hahahaa. Kidding. It was WINTERRRRR what did you expect?
I have been going to the gym at my office since nov/dec 2008. I was going off and on way before that but lack of motivation really didn't help either. You could just imagine the frequency. But I was more regular when the dr told me I had to start exercising or risk getting all the diseases which came with high BP.
I started off really slow, Just walking for 30 min and then on the cross trainer for another 30 min. As of Last month, I had tried to add some running. But i noticed I couldn't go beyond 10 mins running straight at the speed of 60-70 depending on which threadmill I am using. Yeah some of them are like broken.. sorta. My goal is to at least raise it up above 10 min. So far no luck yet. But I want to. I do that I m able to endure this and perservere and increase it bit by bit.
Wish me Luck and loads of motivation
The quest to reduce my high BP has become my goal in life. In a way, I still struggling to achieve this.
I used to be a sprinter in school. I ran the 100, 200, 4*100 relay. Since I was in Primary school. When I reached form 4-5, I had to stop as my mom said I needed to concentrate on my studies instead and that was the most trying time for in my school years.
After that I never touched running again except for that one 1/2 semester in my sophomore year where I have had to take the stupid cross country class... almost died running hahahaa. Kidding. It was WINTERRRRR what did you expect?
I have been going to the gym at my office since nov/dec 2008. I was going off and on way before that but lack of motivation really didn't help either. You could just imagine the frequency. But I was more regular when the dr told me I had to start exercising or risk getting all the diseases which came with high BP.
I started off really slow, Just walking for 30 min and then on the cross trainer for another 30 min. As of Last month, I had tried to add some running. But i noticed I couldn't go beyond 10 mins running straight at the speed of 60-70 depending on which threadmill I am using. Yeah some of them are like broken.. sorta. My goal is to at least raise it up above 10 min. So far no luck yet. But I want to. I do that I m able to endure this and perservere and increase it bit by bit.
Wish me Luck and loads of motivation
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
FaceBook Versus Blogging
Obviously I started with blogging first before Facebook. Coz during that time, FB wasn't the fab or the in-thing yet.
When I first got on to facebook, I actually stopped blogging. Or rather I already stopped blogging for awhile. I frequently updated the status bit.... then when the number of friends started to increase esp those from work, I decided to be more reserved.
Of late, I got back into blogging coz found that its still a best way for me to express what I feel.
There was also an element that contributed to this all and its because someone commented on my status update lately. I don't know why some people just like to make them look like they are more superior than others and then make comments such like i know its your life but....
Whatever it was, I am not going to repeat it and I also did not reply to her email.
Anyways... i have decided that... since FB is so now open and I have people working with me as part of the friends list albeit under the limited profile list , its still much safer blogging like here anonymously.
continue to find out more about my life rather than FB.
When I first got on to facebook, I actually stopped blogging. Or rather I already stopped blogging for awhile. I frequently updated the status bit.... then when the number of friends started to increase esp those from work, I decided to be more reserved.
Of late, I got back into blogging coz found that its still a best way for me to express what I feel.
There was also an element that contributed to this all and its because someone commented on my status update lately. I don't know why some people just like to make them look like they are more superior than others and then make comments such like i know its your life but....
Whatever it was, I am not going to repeat it and I also did not reply to her email.
Anyways... i have decided that... since FB is so now open and I have people working with me as part of the friends list albeit under the limited profile list , its still much safer blogging like here anonymously.
continue to find out more about my life rather than FB.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Happy Birthday MG
Today marks the day I was born, many many years ago !!!!
How do I feel? Its just like a normal... but I did say I was going to celebrate it to avoid being called to work on a SAT :D
Happy Birthday to me!!!! May the Good Lord Bless me!!!
How do I feel? Its just like a normal... but I did say I was going to celebrate it to avoid being called to work on a SAT :D
Happy Birthday to me!!!! May the Good Lord Bless me!!!
Friday, April 03, 2009
My Early Birthday Pressie
This month, I celebrate my birthday. And each year I dread this day. As my purchasing power increases over the years, I am tempted to buy me some pressie. I seldom do that. But this year I decided to get myself something for my birthday. I believe its well deserved since right now my BP is at its highest level,my boss is at her bitchiest level.... and work is just bleeepppp...
So to myself happy, I focus on the day i get my SAL and since I noticed of late I have some to spare, I decided to buy myself some early pressie. :D
Tah DAH!!!! Coach and Radley... pix not so clear... please click on pix to enhance.. just incase you don't believe me...
hmmm.. the leather smell so good. I bought this online from someone who is located in the states. Yeah... around RM250... Can't get that price here in KL.
Closer shot... COACH.... Leather smells so nice... the leather is so supple... so nice so nice...
Radley purse in lilac. Its a small one but good enough to put my cards in there and coins... Smells wonderful too ( if you visited my other more public blog you would have seen this too) I am now looking for the same shade of lilac hand bag.. .anyone seen one???
Well it lifted my spirit for awhile... esp when i take a whif of the smell of leather.... but just long will it last tho' the feeling of high in spirit.....
Things hasn't been going well.. but I am trying my best to cope... I can't face the Biatch who is unfortunately of the same faith as me.... I raise her up everytime i pray to God.... I hope things will change.... But mom says.... it has nothing to do with her faith.. its just the person... yeah i sure hope so... if not i can say bye bye to my faith also....
So to myself happy, I focus on the day i get my SAL and since I noticed of late I have some to spare, I decided to buy myself some early pressie. :D
Tah DAH!!!! Coach and Radley... pix not so clear... please click on pix to enhance.. just incase you don't believe me...
hmmm.. the leather smell so good. I bought this online from someone who is located in the states. Yeah... around RM250... Can't get that price here in KL.
Closer shot... COACH.... Leather smells so nice... the leather is so supple... so nice so nice...
Radley purse in lilac. Its a small one but good enough to put my cards in there and coins... Smells wonderful too ( if you visited my other more public blog you would have seen this too) I am now looking for the same shade of lilac hand bag.. .anyone seen one???Well it lifted my spirit for awhile... esp when i take a whif of the smell of leather.... but just long will it last tho' the feeling of high in spirit.....
Things hasn't been going well.. but I am trying my best to cope... I can't face the Biatch who is unfortunately of the same faith as me.... I raise her up everytime i pray to God.... I hope things will change.... But mom says.... it has nothing to do with her faith.. its just the person... yeah i sure hope so... if not i can say bye bye to my faith also....
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Cravings....
Once in awhile i get cravings... mostly its about food.
Couple of months ago, I kept having cravings for asam laksa and tomyam. I wonder what was wrong with me. Since I live alone during weekdays sometimes, I don't feel like going out after reaching home. But with these cravings sometimes I just give in. hehehe
LAst weekend, I had cravings to eat char kuey teow. For the whole bloody week, I was thinking and thinking about it. When I reached home on sat, I asked my sister to go tah pow for me, this really nice char kuey teow @ melawis... one of the famous char kuey teow in Klang.... But after dinner... suddenly I felt my stomach so bloated and I think I was having my usual indigestion. Mind you, I don't eat alot but I have problem with my digestive system. Then I told her... scrap the idea of eating that nite for supper coz i didn't want to go to bed sufferring a indigestion.
And lo' and behold, my uncle bought 5 packets of that char kuey teow I was craving for today.... for tea!!! YUMMY to the max... deliciouso...
I wonder is the next craving.... in line... :D
Couple of months ago, I kept having cravings for asam laksa and tomyam. I wonder what was wrong with me. Since I live alone during weekdays sometimes, I don't feel like going out after reaching home. But with these cravings sometimes I just give in. hehehe
LAst weekend, I had cravings to eat char kuey teow. For the whole bloody week, I was thinking and thinking about it. When I reached home on sat, I asked my sister to go tah pow for me, this really nice char kuey teow @ melawis... one of the famous char kuey teow in Klang.... But after dinner... suddenly I felt my stomach so bloated and I think I was having my usual indigestion. Mind you, I don't eat alot but I have problem with my digestive system. Then I told her... scrap the idea of eating that nite for supper coz i didn't want to go to bed sufferring a indigestion.
And lo' and behold, my uncle bought 5 packets of that char kuey teow I was craving for today.... for tea!!! YUMMY to the max... deliciouso...
I wonder is the next craving.... in line... :D
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Sometimes I just Feel....
There are days where I feel like just giving up on life. Thinking to myself why are there so many ass-hole out there. People who are so self-centered, its just always about them. About them... Selfish tweets. I cannot believe they don't give two hoots about others. Maybe that's what the world is becoming really.
Look around you. Be it politics or work politics.. or church politics ( yeah its there too believe me you!).
Sometimes I just want to leave all these behind.. be a recluse or hermit.. hide under my shell.. forget about the world outside.
Its too tiring to want to cope ... or even to ensure your head is above the water....
on another note, not doing too well on the exercise.. This week only went on monday. Also I have been having these headaches... i wonder if its becoz of my high BP. Maybe its time to just suck it in and say.. i will take the medication.
Anyways... babbling away when i don't even know if anyone is reading this besides me hahahahaha
Look around you. Be it politics or work politics.. or church politics ( yeah its there too believe me you!).
Sometimes I just want to leave all these behind.. be a recluse or hermit.. hide under my shell.. forget about the world outside.
Its too tiring to want to cope ... or even to ensure your head is above the water....
on another note, not doing too well on the exercise.. This week only went on monday. Also I have been having these headaches... i wonder if its becoz of my high BP. Maybe its time to just suck it in and say.. i will take the medication.
Anyways... babbling away when i don't even know if anyone is reading this besides me hahahahaha
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
White Outfits
I would like to be able to wear white pants, white blouse, white dresses......
Without looking F.A.T
Mission Possible????
SIGH.....
Without looking F.A.T
Mission Possible????
SIGH.....
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Under the Weather...
Aiyoh.. bone aching...
dunno what to say
old age...
adage.. kekeke dunno just lantak put that word coz it like rhymes.
too lazy to go look @ dictionary.
dunno what to say
old age...
adage.. kekeke dunno just lantak put that word coz it like rhymes.
too lazy to go look @ dictionary.
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
High BP and Medical Report
I have been struggling with High BP since about Oct last year. This came to light when I actually went to our company's health week and had my BP, BMI, blablab checked. the reading was atrociously high!!!!!! Until my friend who is a dr told me, it almost impossible to get such high reading and that bloody nurse said "sikit tinggit" (translated as abit high).
I have been struggling since then, different drs telling me different things. Some wanted to put me on medication while some wanted me to exercise, monitor and see what's the cause.
I went to a panel to get second opinion, and I got the lady dr. The drs that are here - husband and wife. Lady dr said want to monitor me, come back for 3 months and then see how.
Went back the next month, got the guy dr. Guy dr more aggresive in measures. Wants me to go for full medical and see the results. If its not any other health problem, eg. kidney problem, etc. After medical results, go on medication for high BP.
After CNY ( i didn't want to do it before CNY, I wanted to makan sampai puas), I made appointment was told that they would give me the lady dr. Better for medical. Okie.. dokie.
Did the medical last week. They took my ECG - 4 TIMESSSSS i almost died. I tot something was wrong. But turn out the tracing wasn't nice and the nurse said probably i moved my head. EXCUESE me, my feet was freezing to death. And she was taking her own sweet time.
GOOD NEWS tho' my medical results is clear with the exception of.... negative for hep b vaccine. Weird coz i had it done like 5 year or more ago. And the dr said its normal that after 5 years, it might be gone. whatever ....
So today I had 2 jabs... one for hep b and one for hpv - cervical center prevention jab. Pain ahhhh.. each arm had a jab each. The one for the hpv hurts more and it has this sore feeling. 2 more jabs each to go....
also.. i need to consistently exercise. Maybe increase to 3 times. :D
This week only made it 1 time, used the apt's gym.
Been too stress.....
And the lady dr, doesn't think i need medication hehehee.. so pray for me hor. she also thought me to meditate. When she said that i said errr.. i am christian, i don't think i should be meditating. then she said... no meditate on the word of God. :D she asked me to read psalm 121. And even quoted the line... told me, God doesn't slumber or sleep, so you don't worry. Sleep well. Even if you hate your boss, you can't do much. Raise it up to the Lord. I didn't even say i hate my boss.. hahahahaa. she read my bloody mind.
Anyways.. its all good. I just need to be diligent in exercising and eating my celery. And also to learn to let go and firstly learn to forgive.
Also made a promise... from tomorrow... no more gossping at work about work peeps.. Need to stop. God please whack my head if is forget.
:D
I have been struggling since then, different drs telling me different things. Some wanted to put me on medication while some wanted me to exercise, monitor and see what's the cause.
I went to a panel to get second opinion, and I got the lady dr. The drs that are here - husband and wife. Lady dr said want to monitor me, come back for 3 months and then see how.
Went back the next month, got the guy dr. Guy dr more aggresive in measures. Wants me to go for full medical and see the results. If its not any other health problem, eg. kidney problem, etc. After medical results, go on medication for high BP.
After CNY ( i didn't want to do it before CNY, I wanted to makan sampai puas), I made appointment was told that they would give me the lady dr. Better for medical. Okie.. dokie.
Did the medical last week. They took my ECG - 4 TIMESSSSS i almost died. I tot something was wrong. But turn out the tracing wasn't nice and the nurse said probably i moved my head. EXCUESE me, my feet was freezing to death. And she was taking her own sweet time.
GOOD NEWS tho' my medical results is clear with the exception of.... negative for hep b vaccine. Weird coz i had it done like 5 year or more ago. And the dr said its normal that after 5 years, it might be gone. whatever ....
So today I had 2 jabs... one for hep b and one for hpv - cervical center prevention jab. Pain ahhhh.. each arm had a jab each. The one for the hpv hurts more and it has this sore feeling. 2 more jabs each to go....
also.. i need to consistently exercise. Maybe increase to 3 times. :D
This week only made it 1 time, used the apt's gym.
Been too stress.....
And the lady dr, doesn't think i need medication hehehee.. so pray for me hor. she also thought me to meditate. When she said that i said errr.. i am christian, i don't think i should be meditating. then she said... no meditate on the word of God. :D she asked me to read psalm 121. And even quoted the line... told me, God doesn't slumber or sleep, so you don't worry. Sleep well. Even if you hate your boss, you can't do much. Raise it up to the Lord. I didn't even say i hate my boss.. hahahahaa. she read my bloody mind.
Anyways.. its all good. I just need to be diligent in exercising and eating my celery. And also to learn to let go and firstly learn to forgive.
Also made a promise... from tomorrow... no more gossping at work about work peeps.. Need to stop. God please whack my head if is forget.
:D
Friday, January 30, 2009
It Came And Went.... in a Jiffy....
Firstly, Gong Xi Fa Cai. I am hokkien lah. So its not Kung Hei FaTT Choy .... for me.
About a week ago, I was so excited to have a week off work, and had only needed to take 3 days off. Unfortunately, I don't know what I did with my time and now I am already in my 3rd day of my extra leave. I hardly went out. Most of the time its at home binging on food esp cookies. I only went out on Wed to meet up with some friends from secondary school. Most of them had up and left this good old country. And i think the conversation went along the line, when would my turn be. Of course, i am not able to reveal my secret which only very few people know as I don't want to hear the drones of "what a waste" , "... you should have". To me its bygone. There are days which I do think about it but its becoming more and more minimal. I believe its the age factor that has lead me to be more appreciative of things I have now. It may not be a lot but its sure much more than some other more unfortunate people out there.
Hmm.. recalling back, I would say that I have been watching my dwnload series of Ugly Betty Season 3. Which is so awesome. Yeah I was once like here, with braces and all.. probably still ike her in the fashion sense.
Also, I would say this year's ang pow loot is much less than last year but then again times are bad. At least people are still giving.
The only so called bizzare thing that happened was, my dad had food poisoning and was very stubborn not to see the dr. Even with the tummy problems, he whacked all the sambal sotong, curry, acar, etc which my mom made. On the second day, in the morning, I saw him taking some medication, and obviously I asked him, still having "lau sai" ( translation - diareahea). I was shocked to hear the words from his mouth. He said " Someone trying to poison me, better purge till i die" Hmm.. very uncalled for statement. But seeing he is under stress from his condition, I just said , its not a good thing to say during CNY.
Other than that, its been great just hibernating.. doing nothing.. and praying for a better week next week when I head back to work. I have loads to do at the office but as per my philosophy on work, I shall not switch on my laptop when at home.... :D Then again u know I have to bring down my Hypertension - High BP status which hasn't improve at all.
About a week ago, I was so excited to have a week off work, and had only needed to take 3 days off. Unfortunately, I don't know what I did with my time and now I am already in my 3rd day of my extra leave. I hardly went out. Most of the time its at home binging on food esp cookies. I only went out on Wed to meet up with some friends from secondary school. Most of them had up and left this good old country. And i think the conversation went along the line, when would my turn be. Of course, i am not able to reveal my secret which only very few people know as I don't want to hear the drones of "what a waste" , "... you should have". To me its bygone. There are days which I do think about it but its becoming more and more minimal. I believe its the age factor that has lead me to be more appreciative of things I have now. It may not be a lot but its sure much more than some other more unfortunate people out there.
Hmm.. recalling back, I would say that I have been watching my dwnload series of Ugly Betty Season 3. Which is so awesome. Yeah I was once like here, with braces and all.. probably still ike her in the fashion sense.
Also, I would say this year's ang pow loot is much less than last year but then again times are bad. At least people are still giving.
The only so called bizzare thing that happened was, my dad had food poisoning and was very stubborn not to see the dr. Even with the tummy problems, he whacked all the sambal sotong, curry, acar, etc which my mom made. On the second day, in the morning, I saw him taking some medication, and obviously I asked him, still having "lau sai" ( translation - diareahea). I was shocked to hear the words from his mouth. He said " Someone trying to poison me, better purge till i die" Hmm.. very uncalled for statement. But seeing he is under stress from his condition, I just said , its not a good thing to say during CNY.
Other than that, its been great just hibernating.. doing nothing.. and praying for a better week next week when I head back to work. I have loads to do at the office but as per my philosophy on work, I shall not switch on my laptop when at home.... :D Then again u know I have to bring down my Hypertension - High BP status which hasn't improve at all.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Auntie Hair Style
If you don't already know by now, I permed my hair about 1 month ago. To be precise, on 24th of Dec 2008. Well, its quite a change esp after having not permed my hair for like 5-6 years. Due to hair health reasons. So i don't know why, I decided for the change.
The same person who saw me when i went back to work on 5th of Jan, has been spreading about my new hair do to everyone, even as far as my colleagues in SG.
Sad thing is, so insincere was her comments, she told them my hair style was nice better than before.
But yesterday she said her hair dresser could have done a better job. So i asked her to elaborate. And she said that... my perm is like auntie and its such auntie hair style and with one look she knows its done by a woman and not a man. And could an auntie too that did my hair. I said yes its and auntie so.? I said after all its just body perm. How wrong can a body perm be.
I guess some people are just pure big bad mouths. Anyways.... it will grow out. I just have to live with this auntie hair style for awhile.
The same person who saw me when i went back to work on 5th of Jan, has been spreading about my new hair do to everyone, even as far as my colleagues in SG.
Sad thing is, so insincere was her comments, she told them my hair style was nice better than before.
But yesterday she said her hair dresser could have done a better job. So i asked her to elaborate. And she said that... my perm is like auntie and its such auntie hair style and with one look she knows its done by a woman and not a man. And could an auntie too that did my hair. I said yes its and auntie so.? I said after all its just body perm. How wrong can a body perm be.
I guess some people are just pure big bad mouths. Anyways.... it will grow out. I just have to live with this auntie hair style for awhile.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
I made it - day 2 of 2009
Yahooo... i did make it today for my 2nd work out of the YEAR 2009. I almost bailed out.
I did the same which is 30 min on cross trainer and 20 min on the thread mill.
I always go for the cross trainer first as its always in demand. Also I have been going off slightly earlier when I go to the gym since i do come in early anyways.
What i felt today is that is that the thread mill seems to work better. As I walked on the pre-program workout, uphill , etc. I could feel my stomach kind of like being worked out. I din feel that on the cross trainer.
Hopefully I will be able to sustain.
Congrats MG for making day 2 :D hehehe
I did the same which is 30 min on cross trainer and 20 min on the thread mill.
I always go for the cross trainer first as its always in demand. Also I have been going off slightly earlier when I go to the gym since i do come in early anyways.
What i felt today is that is that the thread mill seems to work better. As I walked on the pre-program workout, uphill , etc. I could feel my stomach kind of like being worked out. I din feel that on the cross trainer.
Hopefully I will be able to sustain.
Congrats MG for making day 2 :D hehehe
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Losing Weight is hard to do
Losing weight is definitely hard to do. Yesterday was my first day back to gym, I did 20 min on the threadmill and 30 min on the cross trainer. Felt like nothing at that time. But today my knee started to hurt. I have a history of knee pain. I used to sprint in secondary school and after I finished school all these problem with my knee started to surface.
Tomorrow I am planning to go to the gym. Hopefully I make it. Its so easy just to say no and give in to laziness. :D
I feel really fat and bloated. But one thing tho' I just can't stop eating either.
Recently i read about the special K diet... I give it after CNY before I embark on it.
Wish me luck.
Tomorrow I am planning to go to the gym. Hopefully I make it. Its so easy just to say no and give in to laziness. :D
I feel really fat and bloated. But one thing tho' I just can't stop eating either.
Recently i read about the special K diet... I give it after CNY before I embark on it.
Wish me luck.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
MAMA MIA
As per the above photo, I went to watch MAMA MIA yesterday and paid a good money for it too. As you would notice, we sat at the Grand Circle, which was pretty good seat. We managed to get the tickets after they actually decided to have additional show. If you look closely, you would see that (where the STAR logo is), its stated that the show was to run until 1st Jan 2009. Due to overwhelming response, a few additional shows were added.
We had a surprise that day, not only seated two rows below us more towards the middle of the hall, sat our PM - Pak Lah. Some people were so blur, they didn't even know that was that PM; my friends included. They sat very weirdly, all the men on one side and the ladies on the other. It was a pleasant surprise rite? further to day, I have to say they were only like 5 mins late, e.g 3:05pm which is by the standards of dignitires is already very very good. :D
After all the hoo haa of PM - Pak Lah- whispering.... came the actual annoucement welcoming PM and some other folks, not that i can remember their name :D
Read more here
But not sure why they wort last nite, when it wasn't really the nite show we watched, it was the matinee show.
And Surprise Surprise, this boom thru the sound system " Kindly Stand for the National Anthem". Not sure if they played it for all the shows or just this one coz the PM was there. But really tho' this is a real added bonus :D
How as the show? Errr It was a OK. Kinda slow on some scenes. The bests ones for me were the last performance and the ancore... where the full blown dance was performed and so lively and the music was excellent.
p/s this was the london production , hence in the beginning some of the actors' accent were so strong, I didn't get jack shit... hehehe.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Good Bye 2008, Welcome 2009 - Happy New Year 2009
Its the last day of the year 2008, of course this missy here need to at least write a post rite? If not wasted.
I am not a fan of new year. I had saying good byes and welcoming uncertainties. :D
But change is the only thing that is constant and not like its my choice to stop time :)
So, there Happy New Year 2009.
I wish that this year will be better than 2008 and filled with peace joy hope and happiness for me and everyone else.
And in the face of adversity, we rise as one and defect the ailing earth, the ailing economy, ailing politics and what not.
I no longer make resolutions. I was asked couple of weeks ago before I knocked off for my long vacation what my new year resolutions are. I blatantly said out loud, i no longer make any and has been this way for a while now.
I only wish for one thing, Good Health and to go thru the new year with the Blessed Lord guiding me and showing me the way.
Oh i do have a secret wish, if you look at my shelfari - books reading, u get my hint..
So anyone gonna support me in achieving this secret wish?
I am not a fan of new year. I had saying good byes and welcoming uncertainties. :D
But change is the only thing that is constant and not like its my choice to stop time :)
So, there Happy New Year 2009.
I wish that this year will be better than 2008 and filled with peace joy hope and happiness for me and everyone else.
And in the face of adversity, we rise as one and defect the ailing earth, the ailing economy, ailing politics and what not.
I no longer make resolutions. I was asked couple of weeks ago before I knocked off for my long vacation what my new year resolutions are. I blatantly said out loud, i no longer make any and has been this way for a while now.
I only wish for one thing, Good Health and to go thru the new year with the Blessed Lord guiding me and showing me the way.
Oh i do have a secret wish, if you look at my shelfari - books reading, u get my hint..
So anyone gonna support me in achieving this secret wish?
Monday, December 29, 2008
He is the Reason for this Season
As we celebrate the season, we have welcomed the Son of God into this world.
to the Christians he is our saviour and He is the Reason for the Reason.
But he came becoz we are the REASON.
I love this song and I would like to share with you during this Season.
We Are the Reason <--- click here
to the Christians he is our saviour and He is the Reason for the Reason.
But he came becoz we are the REASON.
I love this song and I would like to share with you during this Season.
We Are the Reason <--- click here
Hello Hello
Hello friends,
I call you friends, becoz most of the peeps who read this blog are my real life friends :D
Sorry for the long hiatus. I just don't know whats wrong with me these days.
As we count down to the new years, I just wanted to say this. As I am happy to welcome the new year, for the new and hopefully better things to happen but part of me is wary about welcoming the new year.
As always, as the new year approaches, I will be one year older. Seems like year after year , the only constant change is getting a year older. Nothing major, nothing out of the world has happened to me.
In 4 months I will turn another year older, bringing me closer to another age group. how scary is that. Anyways, my brother who is 3 years older than me and has short sightedness is now plagued with near sightedness... My sister who is 3 years older than my older brother has been diagnosed with near sightedness just couple of months ago. So , am i the next victim
I hope not. Sigh....
With that note, I would like to wish you happy new year 2009 and may the new year bring you good health (most importante), and prosperity and happiness all year round.
I call you friends, becoz most of the peeps who read this blog are my real life friends :D
Sorry for the long hiatus. I just don't know whats wrong with me these days.
As we count down to the new years, I just wanted to say this. As I am happy to welcome the new year, for the new and hopefully better things to happen but part of me is wary about welcoming the new year.
As always, as the new year approaches, I will be one year older. Seems like year after year , the only constant change is getting a year older. Nothing major, nothing out of the world has happened to me.
In 4 months I will turn another year older, bringing me closer to another age group. how scary is that. Anyways, my brother who is 3 years older than me and has short sightedness is now plagued with near sightedness... My sister who is 3 years older than my older brother has been diagnosed with near sightedness just couple of months ago. So , am i the next victim
I hope not. Sigh....
With that note, I would like to wish you happy new year 2009 and may the new year bring you good health (most importante), and prosperity and happiness all year round.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Mysterious Ways....
As Christians, we know that sometimes, we do not understand or cannot understand God's ways. Why He somethings, why He did not save someone. But all in all, He being the Almighty, has his reason beyond what we can see. Its hard to comprehend and sometimes hard to accept.
As for me, I find it hard at times and takes me awhile before I could see the meaning in all that has happened.
Couple of Thurdays' ago, some weird thing happened. I wrote to a friend in the US after having not kept in touch for awhile. My email was simple, 3 liner. But her reply was long and some things are very warranted for. My email went just by saying, how are you, long time haven't heard from u. Things are the same here. Haven't found mr right.
She wrote a long email and I found her email abit tactless. One of the thing she said was, most women in MY after a certain age as deemed as no value. Her friends went thru that balblablaa. and its high time, i pack my bags and leave the country in search of someone. This can only change if i make the decision to move or else nothing would happen. MY men don't like older women... so blablabllaba...
U get the gist.
Anyways, I thought that email - well she wanted to be frank and all - could have been written in a more tactful way. Just becoz she is happily married to a gwiloo , she needn't make people feel like they have no value??
ANyways, the strange thing started... after that. ( could be co-incidence , if you are a non believer and may just deem it as that).
After I received her email on the next day, means friday , after reading her email, I feel abit disturbed (if you get what i mean?) Anyways, around 9+10+am, I received an email from this girl Eve, ringgit introduced us some time ago. She asked me if i remembered her, I said yes I do. Then she went on to say that, she won these two tickets for a lunch at this certain place in PJ. The radio talk show was about relationship.. and the listeners were suppose to write in and tell about their most memorable memories etc... she wrote in and she won two seats for lunch. Well of course the lunch isn't just a simple lunch.. u sorta like meet ppl? She gets to bring a guest... no bf/gf allowed - get my drift? since its a sat and all, i said alright i would go. So... u see..did God arrange all this?
Then on Sunday nite, I was watching TV and i happened to chanced upon this show called She Got the looks. I wonder what this all about. Then realized that its a show where they pick women above 35 to be models... Some who made it out of the gazzillion ppl who auditioned, were above age of 50 , the oldest was 63.
Is God trying to tell me something?
I believe so....
God works in mysterious ways!
As for me, I find it hard at times and takes me awhile before I could see the meaning in all that has happened.
Couple of Thurdays' ago, some weird thing happened. I wrote to a friend in the US after having not kept in touch for awhile. My email was simple, 3 liner. But her reply was long and some things are very warranted for. My email went just by saying, how are you, long time haven't heard from u. Things are the same here. Haven't found mr right.
She wrote a long email and I found her email abit tactless. One of the thing she said was, most women in MY after a certain age as deemed as no value. Her friends went thru that balblablaa. and its high time, i pack my bags and leave the country in search of someone. This can only change if i make the decision to move or else nothing would happen. MY men don't like older women... so blablabllaba...
U get the gist.
Anyways, I thought that email - well she wanted to be frank and all - could have been written in a more tactful way. Just becoz she is happily married to a gwiloo , she needn't make people feel like they have no value??
ANyways, the strange thing started... after that. ( could be co-incidence , if you are a non believer and may just deem it as that).
After I received her email on the next day, means friday , after reading her email, I feel abit disturbed (if you get what i mean?) Anyways, around 9+10+am, I received an email from this girl Eve, ringgit introduced us some time ago. She asked me if i remembered her, I said yes I do. Then she went on to say that, she won these two tickets for a lunch at this certain place in PJ. The radio talk show was about relationship.. and the listeners were suppose to write in and tell about their most memorable memories etc... she wrote in and she won two seats for lunch. Well of course the lunch isn't just a simple lunch.. u sorta like meet ppl? She gets to bring a guest... no bf/gf allowed - get my drift? since its a sat and all, i said alright i would go. So... u see..did God arrange all this?
Then on Sunday nite, I was watching TV and i happened to chanced upon this show called She Got the looks. I wonder what this all about. Then realized that its a show where they pick women above 35 to be models... Some who made it out of the gazzillion ppl who auditioned, were above age of 50 , the oldest was 63.
Is God trying to tell me something?
I believe so....
God works in mysterious ways!
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Aiyoyo
I have been trying to lose weight for some time now. It keeps yoyo-ing. When I thought i have dropped some, then it comes back.
I need to be more determined in trying to achieve this successfully.
Need motivation.
NEED to lose 5kg... ok ok lets not be too ambitious. Maybe start with 2kg?
plan to resume with herbal life and also exercising.
I need to be more determined in trying to achieve this successfully.
Need motivation.
NEED to lose 5kg... ok ok lets not be too ambitious. Maybe start with 2kg?
plan to resume with herbal life and also exercising.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
ipod touch
Today I attended a vendor's event and of course representing my company....
I won an ipod touch!!! But chances are, due to the company's policy i might not get to keep it :(
firstly due to the price of the ipod and secondly i was representing the company
Easy come easy go i guess.
will need to inform my boss about this... aiyayayaya
i was thinking maybe i shouldn't even have gone up to take it?? Then again!!! aiyayayaya. How i know it was gonna be so ex prize.
I won an ipod touch!!! But chances are, due to the company's policy i might not get to keep it :(
firstly due to the price of the ipod and secondly i was representing the company
Easy come easy go i guess.
will need to inform my boss about this... aiyayayaya
i was thinking maybe i shouldn't even have gone up to take it?? Then again!!! aiyayayaya. How i know it was gonna be so ex prize.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Rising Above the Disppointments
Hello hello. I am glad to report that I am feeling much better after the terrible situation couple of weeks ago. Took me a few days but I rose above it all. I can't say that i am no longer bitter or sad about it.
I am back from my vacation for about a week now.
anyways.. praying for the grace of God... to survive through this.
Below - happy memories.
I am back from my vacation for about a week now.
anyways.. praying for the grace of God... to survive through this.
Below - happy memories.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
I am Back
Hello... i know its been awhile since i last wrote. Since I didn't have much good things to write, I didn't want to rant or talk about negative things. If you have gone to my so called other blog you would know that I am trying to stay positive.
Unfortunately, this entry doesn't bring much good news either except for one good news :) I will leave that to the last in this post.
As you know, I have been struggling for along time now in my work environment. For those who knows me this have been happening since my other company. Somehow, I have this ability to attract all the wrong manager/supervisor , etc.
For these 4 years, I would say I have achieved more than I ever had in my previous company. I am doing well but unfortunately, eventho my boss recognizes it but those above locally don't. In this place where i work, ethnicity plays the ultimate part. Its disappointing. boss wants to move me up but my so called local manager doesn't want. He rather move someone from outside the team into the my team when my TL moves out. Today I had a heart to heart talk with my boss initiated by me, thats how i found out all these things. This is also the first time I poured out my true feelings, my thoughts after 4 years reporting to boss. I knew of this plan since May. since then it had been silence. Today it was revealed that she found out 3 weeks ago, that my so called local manager plans to execute this. Boss told me he/she had wanted to tell me so that i won't be disappointed if this doesn't materialize. I told boss I already had the feeling that my local manager would do this when boss first told me. Boss just smiled. Anyways, boss said boss would move me out if this moving up doesn't happen.
In a way, I am sad but in another perspective, it might turn out to be good, IF and WHEN i get to move. I hope all these don't just end up as words and merely words.
I am trying to digest this and hope that something good will come out of this. And some impartial and fair person will see and finally give me whats deserving of my hard work.
As per this Sunday's reading at church, we know not of what God's plan are for us... We are not at that level who can understand why God does this and that.
And i want to have faith that God knows that I am hurting now and that He knows that I have done my best but my best isn't good enough to these ppl who only see color above everything else.
Lastly I will be going on vacation this Thursday.... One good vacation i hope will at least heal this brokenness.
Unfortunately, this entry doesn't bring much good news either except for one good news :) I will leave that to the last in this post.
As you know, I have been struggling for along time now in my work environment. For those who knows me this have been happening since my other company. Somehow, I have this ability to attract all the wrong manager/supervisor , etc.
For these 4 years, I would say I have achieved more than I ever had in my previous company. I am doing well but unfortunately, eventho my boss recognizes it but those above locally don't. In this place where i work, ethnicity plays the ultimate part. Its disappointing. boss wants to move me up but my so called local manager doesn't want. He rather move someone from outside the team into the my team when my TL moves out. Today I had a heart to heart talk with my boss initiated by me, thats how i found out all these things. This is also the first time I poured out my true feelings, my thoughts after 4 years reporting to boss. I knew of this plan since May. since then it had been silence. Today it was revealed that she found out 3 weeks ago, that my so called local manager plans to execute this. Boss told me he/she had wanted to tell me so that i won't be disappointed if this doesn't materialize. I told boss I already had the feeling that my local manager would do this when boss first told me. Boss just smiled. Anyways, boss said boss would move me out if this moving up doesn't happen.
In a way, I am sad but in another perspective, it might turn out to be good, IF and WHEN i get to move. I hope all these don't just end up as words and merely words.
I am trying to digest this and hope that something good will come out of this. And some impartial and fair person will see and finally give me whats deserving of my hard work.
As per this Sunday's reading at church, we know not of what God's plan are for us... We are not at that level who can understand why God does this and that.
And i want to have faith that God knows that I am hurting now and that He knows that I have done my best but my best isn't good enough to these ppl who only see color above everything else.
Lastly I will be going on vacation this Thursday.... One good vacation i hope will at least heal this brokenness.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
The Silence
I know, I have been silent for awhile now. Its not that I didn't feel like writing, its more to my mind is such a mess now, I don't think I can write a proper entry.
Lately, these things keep cropping up in my mind. I am already 3X , can be considered old. And... when I ponder back, I wonder what have I achieved? Seems like nothing.
Further to that, I can't seem to find my Mr. right either. Lack of friends and company is making the situation worse. It just seems to bleak. For years, ppl have been telling me, it will come. But will really come. I think probably I should stop hoping.
Maybe its time to do some disappearing soon.
I have also been trying to be prudent in my spending. I think I have sort of thought of a way to help with my spending. One thought is when I feel like splurging say on something I will not do it instead I would actually put that money in the bank. E.g if I saw a pair of shoes which I like, say it cost about RM80. Think whether I need it, if not bank that RM80 into my account. Sounds like a plan but now the question is, can I execute that flawlessly?
Lately, these things keep cropping up in my mind. I am already 3X , can be considered old. And... when I ponder back, I wonder what have I achieved? Seems like nothing.
Further to that, I can't seem to find my Mr. right either. Lack of friends and company is making the situation worse. It just seems to bleak. For years, ppl have been telling me, it will come. But will really come. I think probably I should stop hoping.
Maybe its time to do some disappearing soon.
I have also been trying to be prudent in my spending. I think I have sort of thought of a way to help with my spending. One thought is when I feel like splurging say on something I will not do it instead I would actually put that money in the bank. E.g if I saw a pair of shoes which I like, say it cost about RM80. Think whether I need it, if not bank that RM80 into my account. Sounds like a plan but now the question is, can I execute that flawlessly?
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
WOW very canggih
After a sleepless night and i opened my eyes at 6am and decided I needed to go see the doctor. I can't go to work. My whole body is aching, my eyes hurt and my head feels like its going to burst.
I went to see the dr and he told me that I have pressure - high!!!! and I have to take care. He gave me some anti-anxiety pills to take at nite to soothe my nerves and hopefully able to sleep.
On my way back, I decided to stop at Mc D for brekkie. I took the set of egg mcmuffin.
I found something, the tea cup or holder or whatever you call it so canggih(sophisticated) one.
Check this out :-
1) The Cup side View
2) Notice the cap that closes the open are for the liquid to flow out? The flap can be opened up. Notice the bulging top? and the hollow dented in section at the top?
3) flip it over the top and press it to the hole wa la... don't need to hold the flap wor. So canggih hor... i am impressed. The cup used to be different.
4) Top view.
I am impressed!!!
I went to see the dr and he told me that I have pressure - high!!!! and I have to take care. He gave me some anti-anxiety pills to take at nite to soothe my nerves and hopefully able to sleep.
On my way back, I decided to stop at Mc D for brekkie. I took the set of egg mcmuffin.
I found something, the tea cup or holder or whatever you call it so canggih(sophisticated) one.
Check this out :-
1) The Cup side View
2) Notice the cap that closes the open are for the liquid to flow out? The flap can be opened up. Notice the bulging top? and the hollow dented in section at the top?
3) flip it over the top and press it to the hole wa la... don't need to hold the flap wor. So canggih hor... i am impressed. The cup used to be different.
4) Top view.
I am impressed!!!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
The Aftermath of Fuel Hike - Has your lifestyle change?
Its now about 1 week plus since the fuel hike of 41%. Its quite a steep raise as we all can tell.
Since then, if you open the papers, you would see people esp those politicians asking us to change our lifestyle.
I was one of the first, who said I can't change my lifestyle as I don't even have a luxurious lifestyle now.
But I have to say this. Since the fuel hike, I have been more aware how and where I spend my money.
One of the most significant steps which I have taken is my food consumption. I now think about wastage more than ever. Now when I eat mcD, I will actually ask for a plastic bag to take away the fries when I couldn't finish. I used to just leave the unfinished fries on the tray and walk away. Thats one. When I go and eat those "chap farn" I will actually take only what I can eat and not more. Cut down on the number of dishes taken. It may seem like very small steps but at least I am taking those baby steps to help stop wastage.
Also on shopping, now i think really hard before I buy something. I see a pair of nice shoes, I will think twice before i buy it. One thing that really crop up in my mind is - Do I really need another pair??? YEAH I DO!!! kidding........... hehee
So what have you done to change your lifestyle to help with the fuel hike woes?
Since then, if you open the papers, you would see people esp those politicians asking us to change our lifestyle.
I was one of the first, who said I can't change my lifestyle as I don't even have a luxurious lifestyle now.
But I have to say this. Since the fuel hike, I have been more aware how and where I spend my money.
One of the most significant steps which I have taken is my food consumption. I now think about wastage more than ever. Now when I eat mcD, I will actually ask for a plastic bag to take away the fries when I couldn't finish. I used to just leave the unfinished fries on the tray and walk away. Thats one. When I go and eat those "chap farn" I will actually take only what I can eat and not more. Cut down on the number of dishes taken. It may seem like very small steps but at least I am taking those baby steps to help stop wastage.
Also on shopping, now i think really hard before I buy something. I see a pair of nice shoes, I will think twice before i buy it. One thing that really crop up in my mind is - Do I really need another pair??? YEAH I DO!!! kidding........... hehee
So what have you done to change your lifestyle to help with the fuel hike woes?
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Tougher Times
Today , the govt announced the increased in the price of fuel. The price will be RM2.70 midnite tonite (5th of June) and whats terrible is that before that like few hours / 1 day before, we were given the impression, the increase won't come until Aug.
Spiral effect is coming. Imagine we are already paying higher cost for food becoz of increase in price of rice and now this? Gosh.. a plate of nasi lemak will cost RM10??
I don't know, but I know that I am disappointed with what has happened and whats with all the broken promises.
I worry for my future now! I need to spend more on these essential things. SAD!!!!!
Spiral effect is coming. Imagine we are already paying higher cost for food becoz of increase in price of rice and now this? Gosh.. a plate of nasi lemak will cost RM10??
I don't know, but I know that I am disappointed with what has happened and whats with all the broken promises.
I worry for my future now! I need to spend more on these essential things. SAD!!!!!
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Surging cost of living
Prices are rising from essential food items such as rice to fuel prices.
Lunches are going up by at least 20% per plate/bowl/entree. It sucks i tell you.
Further to that, we are bracing for the announcement tomorrow on the new fuel subsidy structure. I think we can only hope for the worse. Can you imagine once fuel go up. Gas for cooking and such will sky rocket too. I am so fearful for my future. I don't think my increment can actual cover the raising cost. Not only that I would need to increase the monthly allowance which I give to my mom and my dad.
Whats happening actually? Is the fuel prices going up due to speculation?
Today some idiota made comments about how since rice is going up, people would need to cut other expenses such as book, etc - excuse me books??? Really tho' I think i belong to the handful of people who actually buy books and read them. In this country, people don't really read. Its not part of their normal habits. :P I don't think i will forgo buying books but probably buy less and probably go rent more. Since I breeze thru them you know and sometimes seems like such a waste of money. But I like to read!!!!!
Lunches are going up by at least 20% per plate/bowl/entree. It sucks i tell you.
Further to that, we are bracing for the announcement tomorrow on the new fuel subsidy structure. I think we can only hope for the worse. Can you imagine once fuel go up. Gas for cooking and such will sky rocket too. I am so fearful for my future. I don't think my increment can actual cover the raising cost. Not only that I would need to increase the monthly allowance which I give to my mom and my dad.
Whats happening actually? Is the fuel prices going up due to speculation?
Today some idiota made comments about how since rice is going up, people would need to cut other expenses such as book, etc - excuse me books??? Really tho' I think i belong to the handful of people who actually buy books and read them. In this country, people don't really read. Its not part of their normal habits. :P I don't think i will forgo buying books but probably buy less and probably go rent more. Since I breeze thru them you know and sometimes seems like such a waste of money. But I like to read!!!!!
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Of Health and Health
I have been plagued by health issues lately. Its just comes pounding and pounding. Almost to the verge of scary. As i thought I was getting better and its just the cough, all of a suddenly today, I started sneezing again.
After taking antibiotics and also having seen the western doctors couple of times now, I have decided to go see the Chinese sensei for a change. Drank the first dose of chinese herbs yesterday. My mom did it for me. Tonite another dose.
I hope i will heal soon. As much as I would like to be able to mc from work but i don't think its doing me any good. :)
Yes, my love for my job hasn't improved but......... i have been trying very hard. Thats a story for another day.
Due to my health issues, I have stopped taking the shake for awhile. I want to make sure I am heal before embarking on it again. Funny thing is, I keep putting weight. Coz all this issues always make me more hungry?? maybe it was the medication.
I still need to embark on my quest to lose weight before i start hitting 40 and it would be way too late :)
After taking antibiotics and also having seen the western doctors couple of times now, I have decided to go see the Chinese sensei for a change. Drank the first dose of chinese herbs yesterday. My mom did it for me. Tonite another dose.
I hope i will heal soon. As much as I would like to be able to mc from work but i don't think its doing me any good. :)
Yes, my love for my job hasn't improved but......... i have been trying very hard. Thats a story for another day.
Due to my health issues, I have stopped taking the shake for awhile. I want to make sure I am heal before embarking on it again. Funny thing is, I keep putting weight. Coz all this issues always make me more hungry?? maybe it was the medication.
I still need to embark on my quest to lose weight before i start hitting 40 and it would be way too late :)
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Things are just raising like nobody's business
Prices of things are raising like nobody's business. Its scary. When a 5kg bag of rice goes up, each plate of something goes up! Does that make sense? I mean its going up parallel!!!!!
Seriously, I am single so its not so bad. But really though, imagine people with kids and more than one child!!!! Gosh... imagine having to sustain in these times of raising cost!
I guess I have to start being more prudent in spending and eating.
Maybe a diet is good!!! I have stopped taking Herbal life since I fell sick. But surely resume once my cough ceases.
And everywhere there are sales on!!! I resisted!!!!!! Its hard but I have to lah.
I just spend some money buying RAKKU today
:D
Seriously, I am single so its not so bad. But really though, imagine people with kids and more than one child!!!! Gosh... imagine having to sustain in these times of raising cost!
I guess I have to start being more prudent in spending and eating.
Maybe a diet is good!!! I have stopped taking Herbal life since I fell sick. But surely resume once my cough ceases.
And everywhere there are sales on!!! I resisted!!!!!! Its hard but I have to lah.
I just spend some money buying RAKKU today
:D
Monday, May 19, 2008
Mission Accomplished
Alrighty!!!! My mission is completed.
Check out www.sunshineoverkl.com
This new blog is more on the generic life's musings in KL
Personal entries will remain in this blog - mystic_grey.blogspot.com
:) so happy, finally got it done.
Check out www.sunshineoverkl.com
This new blog is more on the generic life's musings in KL
Personal entries will remain in this blog - mystic_grey.blogspot.com
:) so happy, finally got it done.
Friday, May 16, 2008
Mission partly accomplished
I have been talking about this mission for ages. Nottibee's mom is fedup of hearing it from me also. hehee and has apparently called me lazy hehee.
Finally, I am embarked on "the" mission and its partially accomplished. There had been some hiccup so I am trying to straighten that out.
Hopefully this mission will be a successful one and will eventually help me in terms of my financial status. :P
Stay tuned.............. after I sort out the glitches, I will published it here and please do come visit then ok?
Finally, I am embarked on "the" mission and its partially accomplished. There had been some hiccup so I am trying to straighten that out.
Hopefully this mission will be a successful one and will eventually help me in terms of my financial status. :P
Stay tuned.............. after I sort out the glitches, I will published it here and please do come visit then ok?
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Budgetting
As we can see these days, prices of food and other essentials are rising. Its the reality of our world today. Prices always go up and once it does go up , it never comes down. The only thing that does not go up parallel with this is our salary. Sad but darn true.
I chance about this website in yahoo with regards to Enjoying good life on a budget. I think the suggestion given in there are pretty practical.
I should start to be more prudent. I need to save for my vacation next year. And as anticipated, increment is hard to come by and even when they do, its not as great as we hope.
I chance about this website in yahoo with regards to Enjoying good life on a budget. I think the suggestion given in there are pretty practical.
I should start to be more prudent. I need to save for my vacation next year. And as anticipated, increment is hard to come by and even when they do, its not as great as we hope.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Not Fully Recovered
After the flu impact last week, I thought I was on the way to recovery. How wrong was I. I have started to cough pretty bad now. I endured the day at work , coughing my lungs out.
I left work like 5 minutes earlier and went to see the dr. Apparently there is alot of phlegm in my lungs. Anyways, i had dinner and then took my medication. Right after that like very soon right after, I had a coughing fit. And i went to take my medication and almost immediately.... i started to throw up. Every darn bit came out.
I am sick.... i don't feel good.
BLEAAAHHHH....................
Pray for me...
I left work like 5 minutes earlier and went to see the dr. Apparently there is alot of phlegm in my lungs. Anyways, i had dinner and then took my medication. Right after that like very soon right after, I had a coughing fit. And i went to take my medication and almost immediately.... i started to throw up. Every darn bit came out.
I am sick.... i don't feel good.
BLEAAAHHHH....................
Pray for me...
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Being Sick and all
I haven't been feeling well this week and I have taken a day of sick leave.
something weird tho' I haven't healed yet. My nose still occasional feels like its so congested and occasionally i sneeze and then have to blow. Weird
And starting with no cough , now i am coughing
The DR gave me really strong antibiotics. First day I took it, i went to the loo 3 times. But then again this is fantastic for someone like me who has constipation problem :P
Anyways.. when i got back from work today, as I was driving - I felt my stomach rumbling.
I feel like eating
1) spagetti
2) pizza
3) asam laksa.
hehehhe.. but i haven't eaten anything and its like 1.5 hours since i got back.
something weird tho' I haven't healed yet. My nose still occasional feels like its so congested and occasionally i sneeze and then have to blow. Weird
And starting with no cough , now i am coughing
The DR gave me really strong antibiotics. First day I took it, i went to the loo 3 times. But then again this is fantastic for someone like me who has constipation problem :P
Anyways.. when i got back from work today, as I was driving - I felt my stomach rumbling.
I feel like eating
1) spagetti
2) pizza
3) asam laksa.
hehehhe.. but i haven't eaten anything and its like 1.5 hours since i got back.
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Sick Again
Its that time again when i fall sick. I should really take better care of myself. I think probably after i get well, i want to visit the chinese sinsei and see if he cure my ailment.
Time sure flies when you're at home, whether you're having fun or not. hehee
I went to get more fruits for myself. Since th dr said its my allergic rhinitis acting up again due to dust. But i think its probably due to heatiness inside me. U know lah we chinese we always say heaty heaty rite. In english , i do not think there is such a term lah so they the English-ed docs will say allergy , viral infection blablablaa.
I should take better care of myself. I went to get fruits, as i was saying. Wa lau things are not cheap. RM2 for each piece of green pear i bought. alamak.
I dream that I could run again. That age and all that is not an issue. RUN and being free. I think i should start again - baby steps
P/S boss called me on my SICK leave day :(
Time sure flies when you're at home, whether you're having fun or not. hehee
I went to get more fruits for myself. Since th dr said its my allergic rhinitis acting up again due to dust. But i think its probably due to heatiness inside me. U know lah we chinese we always say heaty heaty rite. In english , i do not think there is such a term lah so they the English-ed docs will say allergy , viral infection blablablaa.
I should take better care of myself. I went to get fruits, as i was saying. Wa lau things are not cheap. RM2 for each piece of green pear i bought. alamak.
I dream that I could run again. That age and all that is not an issue. RUN and being free. I think i should start again - baby steps
P/S boss called me on my SICK leave day :(
Monday, May 05, 2008
Sunday, May 04, 2008
whats this?
Read this news
It makes me upset
Its already bad that single women have to endure alot of inconveniences when they travel and now this?
Hopefully it doesn't come into effect. Its just pure stupidity if you ask me. If i travel on my leisure why should i need my company to provide me letter?
We are adults.
Sigh... are we regressing instead of progressing?
It makes me upset
Its already bad that single women have to endure alot of inconveniences when they travel and now this?
Hopefully it doesn't come into effect. Its just pure stupidity if you ask me. If i travel on my leisure why should i need my company to provide me letter?
We are adults.
Sigh... are we regressing instead of progressing?
Friday, May 02, 2008
Over Indulged
Since last Friday, I have been indulging in eating all the normal food. I am not sure whats wrong with me. I just kept chomping in those carbs, junks. Goodness. My weight has already increased.
There goes my diet.
I also need to get back to exercising.
There goes my diet.
I also need to get back to exercising.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Happy Happy
I was going to put an entry in last nite esp it was my birthday and all but I didn't get a chance. Coz i went back home and my bro was using the pc the whole nite.
anyways, i had a good day. This year is the year which I got the most birthday wishes EVER!!!!!
Thanks for making my 3X birthday a good one :)
Cheerio.
anyways, i had a good day. This year is the year which I got the most birthday wishes EVER!!!!!
Thanks for making my 3X birthday a good one :)
Cheerio.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
My BirthDay Present to Myself
So my birthday is a day away. Before my colleague went to the US for this business trip. I have asked him to buy me a little something but I told him that if he didn't have time its OK.
And yesterday he brought it to the office for me! This is my b-day gift to myself. :P
And yesterday he brought it to the office for me! This is my b-day gift to myself. :P
hehe nice nice... smell nice also. For you Info, they don't sell this else where. They only carry this product in the US and Japan. Other places tak ade. I asked the coach store here
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
New Look
Hey Hey , Do you like my new look!?
thanks to G who introduced me to this template.
Just basic for now, till i figure out how to VAVA VROM it hehhee
thanks to G who introduced me to this template.
Just basic for now, till i figure out how to VAVA VROM it hehhee
Monday, April 14, 2008
If i ever get married
If that day ever comes, I would like the below song for the registration ceremony during mass :)
so lovely.....
When God Made You ---> click here
so lovely.....
When God Made You ---> click here
Saturday, April 12, 2008
My baby got hit
So freaking sad.
I went today to meet an old school friend.
parked my car that basement of the shopping mall.
Didn't realize there was a dent on my car until i got home. Some idiot hit my car and probably ran off lah. Didn't even leave a note.
I am so SAD!!!!!!!!!! THe paint also came off liao............
And me the ever so careful driver. Even a line or a scratch i will notice.
Its almost 1 year but not there yet
FREAKING IRRESPONSIBLE IDIOTA.
I went today to meet an old school friend.
parked my car that basement of the shopping mall.
Didn't realize there was a dent on my car until i got home. Some idiot hit my car and probably ran off lah. Didn't even leave a note.
I am so SAD!!!!!!!!!! THe paint also came off liao............
And me the ever so careful driver. Even a line or a scratch i will notice.
Its almost 1 year but not there yet
FREAKING IRRESPONSIBLE IDIOTA.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Sick & Tired
Sick and tired with my life at the moment.
Sick all those liars and biatches around.
Sick being having to be on standby and wasted my whole sat helping some idiot who didn't even say thank you. Having worked on it while she drives to work, and then didn't get to office coz her car broke down. She went to a colleagues house and then found out if didn't have wireless, refuse to reconfigure her laptop. used the other colleagues one and then messed up with the bloody remote console. (some parts of the story is abit unbelievable) WTF. While all these were happening i diagnose troubleshoot, contacted Vendor sup, and Critical Sup Acc manager. While all she did was contact my bloody moron TL. I just F'ing fed up. And at the end at 5pm, not even a word of thank you.
Sick and tired of ageing....
SICK AND TIRED OF MY WHOLE F*ING life.
Sick all those liars and biatches around.
Sick being having to be on standby and wasted my whole sat helping some idiot who didn't even say thank you. Having worked on it while she drives to work, and then didn't get to office coz her car broke down. She went to a colleagues house and then found out if didn't have wireless, refuse to reconfigure her laptop. used the other colleagues one and then messed up with the bloody remote console. (some parts of the story is abit unbelievable) WTF. While all these were happening i diagnose troubleshoot, contacted Vendor sup, and Critical Sup Acc manager. While all she did was contact my bloody moron TL. I just F'ing fed up. And at the end at 5pm, not even a word of thank you.
Sick and tired of ageing....
SICK AND TIRED OF MY WHOLE F*ING life.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Truly Disappointed
I don't like to talk about politics but what i have been reading lately in the papers truly disappoints me.
Why you might ask? We are like into 2weeks after the big tsunami but things are still hazy and blur.
Firstly seems like when forming the state exco and also picking the MB, its all played again along the racial lines. Didn't the rakyat vote means anything. They voted without looking at race, religion. Why can't the politicians and also the rulers of the state respect that.
All of a sudden the rulers now have so much to say balbablablbaa. Whats the point that of initiating a change then? if at the end , it comes back to square one. Its like playing the rakyat off don't you don't?
I thought this will be the beginning of something Good but the first few moments just proves other wise. There will never be a bang-sa M-sian. Sad to say.
My utter disappointments in how things have turned out so far.
Why you might ask? We are like into 2weeks after the big tsunami but things are still hazy and blur.
Firstly seems like when forming the state exco and also picking the MB, its all played again along the racial lines. Didn't the rakyat vote means anything. They voted without looking at race, religion. Why can't the politicians and also the rulers of the state respect that.
All of a sudden the rulers now have so much to say balbablablbaa. Whats the point that of initiating a change then? if at the end , it comes back to square one. Its like playing the rakyat off don't you don't?
I thought this will be the beginning of something Good but the first few moments just proves other wise. There will never be a bang-sa M-sian. Sad to say.
My utter disappointments in how things have turned out so far.
Sunday, March 09, 2008
The Answer has been revealed
The results of the election is out and the state which I live in is now under the governance of the opp side.
The results have been quite shocking this election. Seeing many of the high profilers in the ruling party losing.
People wanted change and now the change is here. Is it for the better? or worse?
Thats still being left to be seen.
4 years to trial has been given. Lets pray and hope for the best.
I pray now for these leaders to have wisdom. I ask God to help guide them and help them to be a just decision and to be fair.
I also pray for the people to be calm and to have a sound mind. I continue to pray for peace and stability.
Let good come out of this and not the opposite. AMEN.
The results have been quite shocking this election. Seeing many of the high profilers in the ruling party losing.
People wanted change and now the change is here. Is it for the better? or worse?
Thats still being left to be seen.
4 years to trial has been given. Lets pray and hope for the best.
I pray now for these leaders to have wisdom. I ask God to help guide them and help them to be a just decision and to be fair.
I also pray for the people to be calm and to have a sound mind. I continue to pray for peace and stability.
Let good come out of this and not the opposite. AMEN.
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Pray for US
Today we go out and exercise our duties as citizens.
I have gone out early and done my duty.
I urge if you're reading this today (march 8) , please pray for our nation and the voters.
That with God's Guidance they will vote wisely. And that the minorities of this countries will still be safe and ok with the outcome of the election. That our rights will not be oppressed until ground zero.
Thank you.
I have gone out early and done my duty.
I urge if you're reading this today (march 8) , please pray for our nation and the voters.
That with God's Guidance they will vote wisely. And that the minorities of this countries will still be safe and ok with the outcome of the election. That our rights will not be oppressed until ground zero.
Thank you.
Friday, March 07, 2008
Some people are just full of !@&#@
Just a few minutes ago, I had a conversation with someone who initially sms'ed me to ask how to check their polling center.
Then I saw this person online. So I asked, you decided to vote tomorrow. The answer was maybe.
then started asking weird questions.
Do we have to line up?
Alot of people gah?
Have to wait in hot sun ah?
HELLO!!!! are those things more important than exercising your rights? I think her brain is screwed. or rather... losing her screws. hahaha.
I think she is JUST TOO VAIN. This are just small matters.
Life just doesn't revolve around beauty. Life is so much more than that superficial , artificial crap. Yea you have to take care of yourself, be presentable. But don't need to be obsessed.
So to me, that shows her immaturity. Mind you, she is my age and has been married before and now divorced and looking. She even told me, she is very obsessed with her looks. But think tho' if a man likes you for your outer beauty, how long will it last. I am not judging that becoz she is now divorced. I am more concern on her compulsive obsessive behavior in looking good.. going thinner when she is already stick thin.
Well I am going to exercise my rights, BE IT RAIN OR SHINE.
Then I saw this person online. So I asked, you decided to vote tomorrow. The answer was maybe.
then started asking weird questions.
Do we have to line up?
Alot of people gah?
Have to wait in hot sun ah?
HELLO!!!! are those things more important than exercising your rights? I think her brain is screwed. or rather... losing her screws. hahaha.
I think she is JUST TOO VAIN. This are just small matters.
Life just doesn't revolve around beauty. Life is so much more than that superficial , artificial crap. Yea you have to take care of yourself, be presentable. But don't need to be obsessed.
So to me, that shows her immaturity. Mind you, she is my age and has been married before and now divorced and looking. She even told me, she is very obsessed with her looks. But think tho' if a man likes you for your outer beauty, how long will it last. I am not judging that becoz she is now divorced. I am more concern on her compulsive obsessive behavior in looking good.. going thinner when she is already stick thin.
Well I am going to exercise my rights, BE IT RAIN OR SHINE.
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Working 16 hours straight
Support life really sucks but being OPS sucks more than ever.
I worked 16 hours straight yesterday. Starting from 8 and went well until 12 midnite.
I hate it coz when i work such long hours when i come back I am unable to sleep. My whole body system just goes haywire. I couldn't sleep last nite. I only had like 4 hours sleep. My whole body is aching and my lips and eyes burning.
Granted I am at home today taking time off but I still have to login to finish a presentation which is due at 5pm today and I am presenting it at 8am tomorrow.
Life just stinks at the moment. I have been saying a novena to st. J. for 2 petitions. Please pray for me too that this will be answered. I can't stand living like this anymore.
I worked 16 hours straight yesterday. Starting from 8 and went well until 12 midnite.
I hate it coz when i work such long hours when i come back I am unable to sleep. My whole body system just goes haywire. I couldn't sleep last nite. I only had like 4 hours sleep. My whole body is aching and my lips and eyes burning.
Granted I am at home today taking time off but I still have to login to finish a presentation which is due at 5pm today and I am presenting it at 8am tomorrow.
Life just stinks at the moment. I have been saying a novena to st. J. for 2 petitions. Please pray for me too that this will be answered. I can't stand living like this anymore.
As the Day Draws Closer
As the Day draws closer for the citi-Zens of this cntry to vote, some uneasy new has surfaced.
Today there was an announcement made with regards to the "certain" ink usage has been scrapped. thats like 3 days before election? Is this a SCAM. Where is the Integrity??
I think this action speaks for itself. Clearly people are no brainless these days. And would certainly not liked to be treated as brainless either.
I wish the "nannies" of this cntry would give us more credit. We are educated people. And to pull a fast one like that just reflects how their mind works and basically their trustworthiness.
That my say........... for now..............
On this day, I shall go out and exercise my rights. Whatever the turn out would be, I pray to God that it will be his will for this cntry.
Today there was an announcement made with regards to the "certain" ink usage has been scrapped. thats like 3 days before election? Is this a SCAM. Where is the Integrity??
I think this action speaks for itself. Clearly people are no brainless these days. And would certainly not liked to be treated as brainless either.
I wish the "nannies" of this cntry would give us more credit. We are educated people. And to pull a fast one like that just reflects how their mind works and basically their trustworthiness.
That my say........... for now..............
On this day, I shall go out and exercise my rights. Whatever the turn out would be, I pray to God that it will be his will for this cntry.
Monday, February 25, 2008
Friday, February 08, 2008
Privati-zing
Of late I have noticed alot of blogs are going on a private mode. Most have set login/password for invited guess only.
There a few blogs which i frequent. Mainly just to read about it and nothing more....
Its fun sometimes to read about what people go through daily esp those who live overseas. Their lives seems so much fuller than ours. Or is it just that they are good at portraying that? And it all but an illusion?
couple of years back, i used to read this blog of an american in china and before that he was in korean. His blog always seems so happy and fun.. talking about his life and the interesting things.
Then one day, my friend told me that that guy committed suicide. KABOOM just like that.
Makesyou wonder eh.. maybe these people are just great writers , great illusionist.
Either way, I don't give two hoots, i like readin them. As long as they make me think there is hope out there.
maybe one day my dream will be achieved before i reach six feet under.
There a few blogs which i frequent. Mainly just to read about it and nothing more....
Its fun sometimes to read about what people go through daily esp those who live overseas. Their lives seems so much fuller than ours. Or is it just that they are good at portraying that? And it all but an illusion?
couple of years back, i used to read this blog of an american in china and before that he was in korean. His blog always seems so happy and fun.. talking about his life and the interesting things.
Then one day, my friend told me that that guy committed suicide. KABOOM just like that.
Makesyou wonder eh.. maybe these people are just great writers , great illusionist.
Either way, I don't give two hoots, i like readin them. As long as they make me think there is hope out there.
maybe one day my dream will be achieved before i reach six feet under.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Making a change
I was having this conversation with my colleague via our company's internal chat program.
She always seem so happy and chirpy and not bothered by work. I guess one other reason is that she doesn't need to deal with the politics around coz she is not a permanent staff. Also recently she has embarked on the MLM boat.
One thing that i should take out of the conversation was she said she never let work effect her. Work is just work and that about it. and if you only have work then your focus would be more so need to have something outside work to focus your energy on.
Very true. Gonna take that with me. Hopefully 2008 will be GREAT YEAR!
She always seem so happy and chirpy and not bothered by work. I guess one other reason is that she doesn't need to deal with the politics around coz she is not a permanent staff. Also recently she has embarked on the MLM boat.
One thing that i should take out of the conversation was she said she never let work effect her. Work is just work and that about it. and if you only have work then your focus would be more so need to have something outside work to focus your energy on.
Very true. Gonna take that with me. Hopefully 2008 will be GREAT YEAR!
Monday, January 14, 2008
Spent 2.5 hours on the road
Today was such a horrendous Monday.
Left my home at 6.40am...
First section of the journey, Jam right after the first toll. Then moving again
Then after the second toll, jam... standstill................................
Was stuck for more than 1.5 hours........................... Then saw the stewpid lorry carrying sand overturn.. damn it.
Body aching. Knee aching... what a blue monday.
SMS my colleague but that bugger didn't tell me boss.. so i had to go in and inform her myself after i arrive . If not she would think i no respect her mah.
Susah lah jadi manusia.
Left my home at 6.40am...
First section of the journey, Jam right after the first toll. Then moving again
Then after the second toll, jam... standstill................................
Was stuck for more than 1.5 hours........................... Then saw the stewpid lorry carrying sand overturn.. damn it.
Body aching. Knee aching... what a blue monday.
SMS my colleague but that bugger didn't tell me boss.. so i had to go in and inform her myself after i arrive . If not she would think i no respect her mah.
Susah lah jadi manusia.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Zippo
Thank You to FY who provided info on where to buy Zippo.
got it yesterday. Was abit curious why would a watch shop sell zippo. Now i know the answer. Coz they do sell lighters and i saw at the lighter stand it had the word zippo on it.
:)
got it yesterday. Was abit curious why would a watch shop sell zippo. Now i know the answer. Coz they do sell lighters and i saw at the lighter stand it had the word zippo on it.
:)
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Zoom
Today is a public holiday here. As usual, I want to sleep in. Of late, I have been feeling very tired most of the time. I am always an earlier riser but as time goes by, I tend to sleep in later and later.
Today i woke up around 7.30am. Then by 8am, I was checking on somethings. I have made a mental note of what to do for the day. The major plan was to do cleaning.
My place isn't big but its a real chore to clean :P. I decided to start with my closet. I have clothes oozing out the brims. So its high time some spring cleaning is done. I manage to get one bag full of clothes I would like to give away. and another to discard. But you know , I have a problem, when i usually give the bag to my mom to give the clothes away. She will always say this one still can be worn, that one still looks ok. I always tell her.. leave it be. Coz if i keep listening to her and keeping everything, the spring cleaning will never be successful.
Around 9.30am, I decided to go buy some groceries. I hardly ever go to Tesco. I am more of Jusco or Carre Four person. Anyways.. i decided to head to Tesco as I have a need to visit the clobber at the curve. I haven't tried the clobber before but the way it was advert like its cheaper compared to other places. Cheap and good job - advert says. Do i trust? Guess the only way to know is to try it out. Cost me RM16 to reheel one pair of shoes. Cheap ah? I forgot the last time I did in Mid-V how much did it cost me? Anyways.. will take note next time.
Alot of ppl at Tesco wor. Gile lah. 10am is like.. packed parking also susah nak dapat. But i managed to find one and then bought only few things. I am very scared to go out coz it equals to spending money.
One thing that i was looking for but didn't manage to find was the Zippo (the lighter refiller). I need that to clean my white bag - not leather lah. Crap lah. Where to buy???? Zippo was recommended by thelady who sold me the bag.
If you know where to buy, drop me note k.
Day is almost over. Sad lah...........
Today i woke up around 7.30am. Then by 8am, I was checking on somethings. I have made a mental note of what to do for the day. The major plan was to do cleaning.
My place isn't big but its a real chore to clean :P. I decided to start with my closet. I have clothes oozing out the brims. So its high time some spring cleaning is done. I manage to get one bag full of clothes I would like to give away. and another to discard. But you know , I have a problem, when i usually give the bag to my mom to give the clothes away. She will always say this one still can be worn, that one still looks ok. I always tell her.. leave it be. Coz if i keep listening to her and keeping everything, the spring cleaning will never be successful.
Around 9.30am, I decided to go buy some groceries. I hardly ever go to Tesco. I am more of Jusco or Carre Four person. Anyways.. i decided to head to Tesco as I have a need to visit the clobber at the curve. I haven't tried the clobber before but the way it was advert like its cheaper compared to other places. Cheap and good job - advert says. Do i trust? Guess the only way to know is to try it out. Cost me RM16 to reheel one pair of shoes. Cheap ah? I forgot the last time I did in Mid-V how much did it cost me? Anyways.. will take note next time.
Alot of ppl at Tesco wor. Gile lah. 10am is like.. packed parking also susah nak dapat. But i managed to find one and then bought only few things. I am very scared to go out coz it equals to spending money.
One thing that i was looking for but didn't manage to find was the Zippo (the lighter refiller). I need that to clean my white bag - not leather lah. Crap lah. Where to buy???? Zippo was recommended by thelady who sold me the bag.
If you know where to buy, drop me note k.
Day is almost over. Sad lah...........
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Hero*es Season Dua
One word - awesome!!!!!
don't miss it.....
I am only half way thru.....................
don't miss it.....
I am only half way thru.....................
Monday, December 31, 2007
A Celebration - Really?
As today is the last day of the year 2007, the media - radio, tv, newspapers, mags are all blasting with ads on celebration blablablabla.
Is there really anything to celebrate? Its been years since I last set foot out to a party or just to hang out to usher in the new year. Couple of reasons to that.
Firstly, I hate the human traffic not to mention the actual vehicle traffic on the roads. And the most horrendous of all, the parking congestion. Even if you managed to find a parking spot - not necessarily a good one, you may still be forced to fork out much more than you would normally do.
secondly, the age is catching up to me.
This year I am plagued with anxiety. At the stroke of midnight, I will now be categorized under the late something category. Thats one of the reason I am not so not looking forward to the new year. Neither am I looking forward to be the spinster :(
As for resolutions!!! I have plenty, but I have long given up writing up any, as its hardly ever fulfilled. hehee.
Many things had happened in this month of december, have been wanting to blog about it a thousand times, but just the lazy bone caught up with me. Will see what happens. I will heading back to work on 2nd Jan.. dang man, how time flies. Hardly did anything and in a blink of an eye, its over over *sob*sob*
But not wanting to be a cynic, I shall wish everyone a Happy New year!!!!
Is there really anything to celebrate? Its been years since I last set foot out to a party or just to hang out to usher in the new year. Couple of reasons to that.
Firstly, I hate the human traffic not to mention the actual vehicle traffic on the roads. And the most horrendous of all, the parking congestion. Even if you managed to find a parking spot - not necessarily a good one, you may still be forced to fork out much more than you would normally do.
secondly, the age is catching up to me.
This year I am plagued with anxiety. At the stroke of midnight, I will now be categorized under the late something category. Thats one of the reason I am not so not looking forward to the new year. Neither am I looking forward to be the spinster :(
As for resolutions!!! I have plenty, but I have long given up writing up any, as its hardly ever fulfilled. hehee.
Many things had happened in this month of december, have been wanting to blog about it a thousand times, but just the lazy bone caught up with me. Will see what happens. I will heading back to work on 2nd Jan.. dang man, how time flies. Hardly did anything and in a blink of an eye, its over over *sob*sob*
But not wanting to be a cynic, I shall wish everyone a Happy New year!!!!
Friday, December 28, 2007
Evan Almighty
As we all know this movie will never come to our shores due to the reason, that certain people think that the people of this country is easily swayed.
Anyways.. i just wanted to say that this movie is a great one. Go watch it if you have a chance.
It says a lot of things....
But one thing that stuck with me is
How to do you change the world?
one Act of Random Kindness at a time. ARK.
Yeah.. man...............
Anyways.. i just wanted to say that this movie is a great one. Go watch it if you have a chance.
It says a lot of things....
But one thing that stuck with me is
How to do you change the world?
one Act of Random Kindness at a time. ARK.
Yeah.. man...............
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Weak....
I know I haven't been blogging since bfore the 20th of December. I wanted to but the lazy bone in me just forbade me to do it. hehehe.
Anyways... as the title says, I have been weak. Been purging since this morning at 7am and by 12pm, I would have already visited the good old little john 10 times!!!!
When it started, i took some chinese tablets - poh chai yuin. Not sure if you know what it is. Then even after 2 friggin hours i was still purging. What to do!!! there is no lomotil in sight in the fridge. Called my sista who is away fixing her car... ahh she stole it and put it at her house when she had the bug couple of days ago. Thank goodness she lives like 2 doors away. got the medication, took it.. and mama mia.. still visitng the little john leh................
Now another different bug attacked... the puking bug. I could feel the cram in my tummy. The pain ws more like gastric pain rather than anything else. :~~~~~
I decided to still eat , at least a bit - even if its a tiny bit. i took bread. like maybe quarter cup of milo without milk and went to snooze. Holly shit.. couldn't coz stomach was uneasy. my brother kept asking me whether i wanted to go see the DR. I said maybe wait it out for awhile and after that.. everything just subsided. Thank You Lord... at this time i am typing this, i feel better....
But what a waste of my 1 day leave. hehehe.
not realy hor, coz i am have wasted my 1 week at home doing nothing...... nyek nyek!!!!
BUT BUT i had plans today, to clean up my room. but i guess someone decided getting sick was the priority.
p/s my dad asked the maid to cook coz my mom has been away since sunday. I think it must be something not clean or stale. I woke up around 3.30pm and my bro stated that he also had the virus. SCARY... i want my mommy back!!!!
Anyways... as the title says, I have been weak. Been purging since this morning at 7am and by 12pm, I would have already visited the good old little john 10 times!!!!
When it started, i took some chinese tablets - poh chai yuin. Not sure if you know what it is. Then even after 2 friggin hours i was still purging. What to do!!! there is no lomotil in sight in the fridge. Called my sista who is away fixing her car... ahh she stole it and put it at her house when she had the bug couple of days ago. Thank goodness she lives like 2 doors away. got the medication, took it.. and mama mia.. still visitng the little john leh................
Now another different bug attacked... the puking bug. I could feel the cram in my tummy. The pain ws more like gastric pain rather than anything else. :~~~~~
I decided to still eat , at least a bit - even if its a tiny bit. i took bread. like maybe quarter cup of milo without milk and went to snooze. Holly shit.. couldn't coz stomach was uneasy. my brother kept asking me whether i wanted to go see the DR. I said maybe wait it out for awhile and after that.. everything just subsided. Thank You Lord... at this time i am typing this, i feel better....
But what a waste of my 1 day leave. hehehe.
not realy hor, coz i am have wasted my 1 week at home doing nothing...... nyek nyek!!!!
BUT BUT i had plans today, to clean up my room. but i guess someone decided getting sick was the priority.
p/s my dad asked the maid to cook coz my mom has been away since sunday. I think it must be something not clean or stale. I woke up around 3.30pm and my bro stated that he also had the virus. SCARY... i want my mommy back!!!!
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Finally
Thank God. Finally the issue is resolved but not without numerous calls to TM. And kept following up.
Little by little things start unearth. What surprised me was i upgraded to 1mbps in sept and after a week since i logged the ticket, the Call Center person told me that the technician has asked me to upgrade my package to 1mbps to get a higher speed. I was appalled. Excuse me, i am already using that package. hence my ticket was to complain about the inability to get that speed that i paid for or rather am paying for. Crazy right.
Anyways... finally got fixed today afternoon. Thank God. As of yesterday I started to pray different for this issue. Before that i kept asking Lord to please let the issue be resolved. The report is now already in its 8th day. Then I decided to ask God to guide the person who is solving my issue. May God grant him the wisdom to see whats wrong and fix it.
Glad its finally resolved but I do pray it stays this way.
Today is also my last day of work for the year!!! yahooooooooooooo
Today my mood was exceptionally bright and chirpy.
Little by little things start unearth. What surprised me was i upgraded to 1mbps in sept and after a week since i logged the ticket, the Call Center person told me that the technician has asked me to upgrade my package to 1mbps to get a higher speed. I was appalled. Excuse me, i am already using that package. hence my ticket was to complain about the inability to get that speed that i paid for or rather am paying for. Crazy right.
Anyways... finally got fixed today afternoon. Thank God. As of yesterday I started to pray different for this issue. Before that i kept asking Lord to please let the issue be resolved. The report is now already in its 8th day. Then I decided to ask God to guide the person who is solving my issue. May God grant him the wisdom to see whats wrong and fix it.
Glad its finally resolved but I do pray it stays this way.
Today is also my last day of work for the year!!! yahooooooooooooo
Today my mood was exceptionally bright and chirpy.
Monday, December 17, 2007
Short Changed
I feel so cheated.
Sometime last Aug, i upgraded from 512K broadband line to 1mbps line.
Guess what??? I am getting MODEM speed seriously. this is the result frm the provider's speedometer at their site.
for the past week, I have been calling them every friggin day and they never seem to be doing anything.
I feel really ripped off. I can understand that you are not able to reach the ful capacity of 1mbps but having to settle for modem speed is extremely bad!!!!!!!!
Sometime last Aug, i upgraded from 512K broadband line to 1mbps line.
Guess what??? I am getting MODEM speed seriously. this is the result frm the provider's speedometer at their site.
for the past week, I have been calling them every friggin day and they never seem to be doing anything.
I feel really ripped off. I can understand that you are not able to reach the ful capacity of 1mbps but having to settle for modem speed is extremely bad!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
You Look Tired
Thats whats 2 different people I met this week told me.
Hmmm.. don't know whats wrong with me but I am darn tired all the time.
Something wrong with me?
Hmmm.. don't know whats wrong with me but I am darn tired all the time.
Something wrong with me?
Friday, December 07, 2007
Kids these days
Sigh...
what is becoming of the world today and what more the kids today.
Every year end, the co, will have this community proj event where they invite homes to come and then have the children make their 3 top wishes. The event then will be held at some hotel where kids meet their sponsors.
This year would be my first year participating in this event. By the time, i got to the board, all were left were bigger kids and I decided to sponsor a kid who is 15 years of age.
Pretty simple 3 wishes.
1) jeans + tshirt
2) sport shoes + socks
3) basketball.
We were given a budget and if it exceeds that we can replace that with another gift. We are encouraged not to spend more than RM300.
Anyways, I went shopping and bought what i thought was nice and reasonable priced.
oh boy! i wasn't prepared for the shock i got when i gave the kid the gift at the end of the event.
He asked me whether i bought him either quick silver, billabong, nike tshirt or what? I was like... open n u will know. He didn't want to and I mean Thank Goodness for that lah. If not he will know that did not buy in branded stuff but stuff that was nice and affordable. What are becoming of kids these days.
These are orphans, suppose to be poor?? i don't think so no more. These days. these ppl are too materalistic.
shocked what is becoming of the kids.
Next year if i were to sponsor, i want to sponsor younger kids.
Oh might i add, he was a rude kid, more like a delinquent type. Rude , rushed for food. Took alot of food, and couldn' finish.. and kept taking... totally ill mannered. I talked to some people after the event and was told that some of the other kids from that home were equally ill mannered. So thats it.. next year byebye no more sponsoring kids from these homes.
When and IF i become a parent, i will teach my kids to be thankful to have a roof over their heads, a shirt on their back. I want them to appreciate what they have. And look at things beautiful not bcoz of the price or brand... but for the thing is beautiful in itself regardless of brand or $$$ tag.
what is becoming of the world today and what more the kids today.
Every year end, the co, will have this community proj event where they invite homes to come and then have the children make their 3 top wishes. The event then will be held at some hotel where kids meet their sponsors.
This year would be my first year participating in this event. By the time, i got to the board, all were left were bigger kids and I decided to sponsor a kid who is 15 years of age.
Pretty simple 3 wishes.
1) jeans + tshirt
2) sport shoes + socks
3) basketball.
We were given a budget and if it exceeds that we can replace that with another gift. We are encouraged not to spend more than RM300.
Anyways, I went shopping and bought what i thought was nice and reasonable priced.
oh boy! i wasn't prepared for the shock i got when i gave the kid the gift at the end of the event.
He asked me whether i bought him either quick silver, billabong, nike tshirt or what? I was like... open n u will know. He didn't want to and I mean Thank Goodness for that lah. If not he will know that did not buy in branded stuff but stuff that was nice and affordable. What are becoming of kids these days.
These are orphans, suppose to be poor?? i don't think so no more. These days. these ppl are too materalistic.
shocked what is becoming of the kids.
Next year if i were to sponsor, i want to sponsor younger kids.
Oh might i add, he was a rude kid, more like a delinquent type. Rude , rushed for food. Took alot of food, and couldn' finish.. and kept taking... totally ill mannered. I talked to some people after the event and was told that some of the other kids from that home were equally ill mannered. So thats it.. next year byebye no more sponsoring kids from these homes.
When and IF i become a parent, i will teach my kids to be thankful to have a roof over their heads, a shirt on their back. I want them to appreciate what they have. And look at things beautiful not bcoz of the price or brand... but for the thing is beautiful in itself regardless of brand or $$$ tag.
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Breakdown
No NOT me....
Today out of a suddenly at work, i heard sobbing sounds behind me, I turn back to see my cubicle neighbour balling out. I didn't dare go to him and ask.. whats wrong. He sob sob sob.. then he stopped. I then msg him and asked are you ok?
he said he is emo. Just yesterday he told me that he has been diagnosed with chronic depression. When I asked the dr diagnosed you? he said no i told the DR that. On Monday he was on Medical.
I have known him for 3 years, starting off in the same team, he joined like 2 months before me. In year 2006, we had a restructure. Our team was disolved and myself and him was pulled together with my super to our current team. Well, what i believe is that our super pulled u to be with her.
For the past 2 years, life hsn't been easy. Let me tell you why. Coz this is not what both our skills are. Eventho he did have abit of skills in this area, his passion is not this. he likes development work. so being in infra side is just not his forte. He like myself have been asking for a movement for 1 year now and the answer given to the both of us are the same. Which is big flat no.
Today he just couldn't contain it any longer and broke down. Also least to say that my super has been hounding him down... kind of pitiful. But I guess his only way out is to leave if he can't stand it anymore coz staying on isn't gonna change anything.
I hope i don't get to that stage too. I feel what he feels coz you're never good enough.. for that someone... who has authority over you. Its sad sad sad.
Today out of a suddenly at work, i heard sobbing sounds behind me, I turn back to see my cubicle neighbour balling out. I didn't dare go to him and ask.. whats wrong. He sob sob sob.. then he stopped. I then msg him and asked are you ok?
he said he is emo. Just yesterday he told me that he has been diagnosed with chronic depression. When I asked the dr diagnosed you? he said no i told the DR that. On Monday he was on Medical.
I have known him for 3 years, starting off in the same team, he joined like 2 months before me. In year 2006, we had a restructure. Our team was disolved and myself and him was pulled together with my super to our current team. Well, what i believe is that our super pulled u to be with her.
For the past 2 years, life hsn't been easy. Let me tell you why. Coz this is not what both our skills are. Eventho he did have abit of skills in this area, his passion is not this. he likes development work. so being in infra side is just not his forte. He like myself have been asking for a movement for 1 year now and the answer given to the both of us are the same. Which is big flat no.
Today he just couldn't contain it any longer and broke down. Also least to say that my super has been hounding him down... kind of pitiful. But I guess his only way out is to leave if he can't stand it anymore coz staying on isn't gonna change anything.
I hope i don't get to that stage too. I feel what he feels coz you're never good enough.. for that someone... who has authority over you. Its sad sad sad.
Monday, November 19, 2007
Bangkok
As you would have guessed that I went on a vacation over the Deepavali long weekend. I actually had to take one day off but its all worth it. The trip at least and the shopping spree that i did. But i beg to differ about the company though. :P
Let's start from the beginning. During the MATA fair that just passed, I went to get the ground package for the tour. It was also my very first experience of MATA fair. :) Yeah yeah i know.
Anyways, booked the air asia flight and the package which included hotel and hotel transfer.
The hotel is pretty old hence the bed i have to caution, had bed bugs which I had to suffer the bites and till now still have the red scars to show. Hope it will heal soon.
Shopping was excellent but of course when one says one is going to bkk for shopping, its not about the brand or the quality stuff. But i like it... coz i don't care as long as its nice and cheap... :)
Here goes some of the wares which i bought. Some i have already given to the rightful receipients.
Black with White Stripe blouse - bought for RM17 = 170 baht.
Bought at The Platinum Fashion Mall.
Addidas baggie = RM24 = 240 Baht
Bought at Chatuchak weekend market
RM20 each if buy in wholesale (3 and above) Thats the term used wholesale means 3 or more. I bought the white pattern in peach also. :) Very worth it ya.... RM20 ONLY!!!!
Puff Sleeves white blouse = RM23 = 230 baht.
Bought at Chatuchak Weekend Market. The lady didn't want to reduce the price.. :( just a tiny bit.... But ok lah.
Shorts - forgot the price, i think it was RM15 or was it RM13?
Tshirts
The light color was purchased for RM19 each when purchased 3 or more. I bought 3 but the grey one has been worn so not in the picture.
The polo one.. is about RM25 - not cheap lah this one but cheaper than the real thing loh.
I want to make another trip there!!!!! maybe next year. But with someone who don't mind walking and taking the sky train rather than wanting to take taxi all the time.
Let's start from the beginning. During the MATA fair that just passed, I went to get the ground package for the tour. It was also my very first experience of MATA fair. :) Yeah yeah i know.
Anyways, booked the air asia flight and the package which included hotel and hotel transfer.
The hotel is pretty old hence the bed i have to caution, had bed bugs which I had to suffer the bites and till now still have the red scars to show. Hope it will heal soon.
Shopping was excellent but of course when one says one is going to bkk for shopping, its not about the brand or the quality stuff. But i like it... coz i don't care as long as its nice and cheap... :)
Here goes some of the wares which i bought. Some i have already given to the rightful receipients.
Black with White Stripe blouse - bought for RM17 = 170 baht.
Bought at The Platinum Fashion Mall.
Addidas baggie = RM24 = 240 Baht
Bought at Chatuchak weekend market
RM20 each if buy in wholesale (3 and above) Thats the term used wholesale means 3 or more. I bought the white pattern in peach also. :) Very worth it ya.... RM20 ONLY!!!!
Puff Sleeves white blouse = RM23 = 230 baht.
Bought at Chatuchak Weekend Market. The lady didn't want to reduce the price.. :( just a tiny bit.... But ok lah.
Shorts - forgot the price, i think it was RM15 or was it RM13?
TshirtsThe light color was purchased for RM19 each when purchased 3 or more. I bought 3 but the grey one has been worn so not in the picture.
The polo one.. is about RM25 - not cheap lah this one but cheaper than the real thing loh.
I want to make another trip there!!!!! maybe next year. But with someone who don't mind walking and taking the sky train rather than wanting to take taxi all the time.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Updates
I haven't been blogging much.
Its much due to laziness and just not wanting to do anything....
Sleeping seems to be like the best remedy.
Scrabulous seems to be the next best remedy. hehee
Brief update
1) Went for vacation over the Deepavali holidays. Came back with severe bed bugs bites. (never ever gonna stay in that stupid hotel again, eventho the location was fab for shopping).
2) made a decision yesterday - will reveal more once I have given it a through thought and an action plan.
3) Search for potential new J has started. hopefully with God's grace something will happen.
Its much due to laziness and just not wanting to do anything....
Sleeping seems to be like the best remedy.
Scrabulous seems to be the next best remedy. hehee
Brief update
1) Went for vacation over the Deepavali holidays. Came back with severe bed bugs bites. (never ever gonna stay in that stupid hotel again, eventho the location was fab for shopping).
2) made a decision yesterday - will reveal more once I have given it a through thought and an action plan.
3) Search for potential new J has started. hopefully with God's grace something will happen.
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Another Sunday ? Dissipating Hope?
As friends of mine know, every sunday I am an early riser. I am up before the sun is up to be in church. Yes.... Its been going on for years.
And also for years there is chap who has been going to church i believe for as long as I have. But long ago, my family used to seat at the front pews. Like the first few 5 or so. But since the new priest came along couple of years back, we have had to move back to the second sections of the pew. Coz this priest uses alot of incense throughout mass and my nose can't take it. I feel suffocated.
So since the last few years, I finally began to notice this chap. I believe he is eurasian. So i was hoping that one day I would have a chance to cross path. Years went by, prayers went unheard. Then for the last 6 months I haven't seen him in church anymore. Until today.
During his absence of the 6 months, his sister has given birth. and today there is baptism for babies. Maybe thats why he came. He did came to mass but alas! with a beautiful chinese girl in tow :)
I don't know this person but only seen from afar but yet I have this tinge of disappointment in my heart. Maybe its more of a feeling of dissipated hope.
Its not easy anticipating the next birthday which is very soon on the way. Not very easy to accept the fact that one is turning older and yet nothing in sight. Years of prayers that doesn't seemed answered. Maybe like they say, every prayer is answered and maybe the answer is a No.
How does one as a Christian , decides to do? Go on praying? give you praying? Still hold hope that God hasn't forsaken one?
Its easy for some ppl of other faith judging Christians. But tell you it isn't easy being a Christian. We have struggles too more so when you are closer to God. If you noticed, alot of people always have this judgemental way of approaching Christian. It aint' an easy journey esp this Spiritual journey. But without hope, is one's life worth living.
And also for years there is chap who has been going to church i believe for as long as I have. But long ago, my family used to seat at the front pews. Like the first few 5 or so. But since the new priest came along couple of years back, we have had to move back to the second sections of the pew. Coz this priest uses alot of incense throughout mass and my nose can't take it. I feel suffocated.
So since the last few years, I finally began to notice this chap. I believe he is eurasian. So i was hoping that one day I would have a chance to cross path. Years went by, prayers went unheard. Then for the last 6 months I haven't seen him in church anymore. Until today.
During his absence of the 6 months, his sister has given birth. and today there is baptism for babies. Maybe thats why he came. He did came to mass but alas! with a beautiful chinese girl in tow :)
I don't know this person but only seen from afar but yet I have this tinge of disappointment in my heart. Maybe its more of a feeling of dissipated hope.
Its not easy anticipating the next birthday which is very soon on the way. Not very easy to accept the fact that one is turning older and yet nothing in sight. Years of prayers that doesn't seemed answered. Maybe like they say, every prayer is answered and maybe the answer is a No.
How does one as a Christian , decides to do? Go on praying? give you praying? Still hold hope that God hasn't forsaken one?
Its easy for some ppl of other faith judging Christians. But tell you it isn't easy being a Christian. We have struggles too more so when you are closer to God. If you noticed, alot of people always have this judgemental way of approaching Christian. It aint' an easy journey esp this Spiritual journey. But without hope, is one's life worth living.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Lately
I gone for a holiday at all this year. It has been work work work. Due to my project. When my project ended in Oct, I wanted to take a break. During MATA fair, my friend and I went to buy those ground packages. Planned for a long awaited trip to BKK.
Then... bad news had to prod along. My TL, has been in this other proj for while since last year. He travelled to Canada and USA for this proj. Suddenly when its about to come to implementation time, he is passing the bug to someone else. Guess who is the lucky soul - ME!!!!
And the worse thing is, they have a workshop in US next month. But i can't go!!!! WHY? coz it clashes with my vacation.
Yeah some might say just cancel your trip. But have you to understand, its just no me involved in this vacation. My friend will be damn pissed. Coz she was looking forward to this also. So I stand firm in going for my vacation regardless. Sometimes when you give in too much to the co, it becomes more detrimental to you rather than otherwise.
So its my luck. don't get to go but have to work on the project. When will my luck get better.
anyways.. my visa has expired!!! hehehe so if i get to go...(if they change the dates!!!, pray!!!and hope they do), then I can get new visa on the expense of the co.. MUAHAHAHHAHAA
Lets see how it goes.
Oh yeah.. I have spent my Award money!!!! :P The secretary was complaining how I was the last one still who has not submitted it for claim. Well next is my dead line.. doing it first thing in the morning. :P (will take photos of the staff.... and post it)
P/S On another topic, I have been trying real hard to stay positive. Glad to say it has brought some good feeling within me. Eventho' i still go through bouts of sadness once a while.
Then... bad news had to prod along. My TL, has been in this other proj for while since last year. He travelled to Canada and USA for this proj. Suddenly when its about to come to implementation time, he is passing the bug to someone else. Guess who is the lucky soul - ME!!!!
And the worse thing is, they have a workshop in US next month. But i can't go!!!! WHY? coz it clashes with my vacation.
Yeah some might say just cancel your trip. But have you to understand, its just no me involved in this vacation. My friend will be damn pissed. Coz she was looking forward to this also. So I stand firm in going for my vacation regardless. Sometimes when you give in too much to the co, it becomes more detrimental to you rather than otherwise.
So its my luck. don't get to go but have to work on the project. When will my luck get better.
anyways.. my visa has expired!!! hehehe so if i get to go...(if they change the dates!!!, pray!!!and hope they do), then I can get new visa on the expense of the co.. MUAHAHAHHAHAA
Lets see how it goes.
Oh yeah.. I have spent my Award money!!!! :P The secretary was complaining how I was the last one still who has not submitted it for claim. Well next is my dead line.. doing it first thing in the morning. :P (will take photos of the staff.... and post it)
P/S On another topic, I have been trying real hard to stay positive. Glad to say it has brought some good feeling within me. Eventho' i still go through bouts of sadness once a while.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Things that you said you would but never gotten to do it...
You know what i meann rite? Year after year that new year resolution, that month resolution, etc etc. hehehe.
But u end up not doing nothing about it.
Aiii. sad to say I have some task pending. I know i should do it more regularly but somehow the lazy bone got better of me.
I need to lose weight. And I did embark on that. Then half way off, it sizzled off.. hehehe....
I need to start it again. I met up with ringgit yesterday, and he commented i put on weight. :(
Aiyoooo.. dunno what to do.
Its the age believe me. i don't eat much... but yet.. its boom boom up the scale.
List of things i should get going on
1) Lose weight - ideal would be 50KG
2) repaint the apt.
3) save money to furnish the other room with bed and a cupboard.
4) GET ME A HUSBAND!!!! :P
Ok better not have too many!!!!
But u end up not doing nothing about it.
Aiii. sad to say I have some task pending. I know i should do it more regularly but somehow the lazy bone got better of me.
I need to lose weight. And I did embark on that. Then half way off, it sizzled off.. hehehe....
I need to start it again. I met up with ringgit yesterday, and he commented i put on weight. :(
Aiyoooo.. dunno what to do.
Its the age believe me. i don't eat much... but yet.. its boom boom up the scale.
List of things i should get going on
1) Lose weight - ideal would be 50KG
2) repaint the apt.
3) save money to furnish the other room with bed and a cupboard.
4) GET ME A HUSBAND!!!! :P
Ok better not have too many!!!!
Sunday, October 14, 2007
The story of the Raven
The Story of about ravens. Or as most of us here would call it the crow.
as we all know, all those spooky, evil - devilish shows always have the raven in it. Raven the sign of ill omen.
Yesterday I went to watch the movie Seekers and as usual when there is a story about darkness vs light... good vs evil, ravens appears throughout the movie. On a side note, I do not recommend watching this show... not worth your money lah.
Anyways... when watching the show, it triggered some memory, something which happened to me about 1 month or so ago.
Here goes... MG's encounter with the Raven.
One Sat morning, I decided to follow my sister to this mall... there are some shops close by to the mall where my sis takes her daughter for music lessons. I had wanted to get something from the mall so I decided it would be ideal for me to just get a ride with and then wait till the music class ends and I shall get her to pick me up.
around 1.30pm, I left the mall and waited as instructed at this side of the road near the cross road... As i was standing reading the JJ's mag, i felt something like flew pass my head - almost touching my hair - maybe it did i wasn't sure. Then i turn and i saw this crow behind me.. perched on a bill board.
I moved a little to my left.. - moving down the road.. and finally settling infront of a TNB power box. suddenly the very same crow flew infront of me and stared at me right in the eye. I had an uneasy feeling and my heart started to beat really fast. I felt something wasn't right. It was like watching me and waiting to attack me. I quickly reached in to my tshirt and pulled out my crucifix and within seconds , the crow flew away right to the other far end corner of the road - on my right.
Phew....
So what do you take of this.????
When I spoke to my mom about this, she told me that maybe "IT" sensed something good about me... so its more like good vs evil.
So what they say is true, when you're closer to God, the more you need to pray..... Don't let down your guard.. coz "ITS" always awaiting for the moment when you let down your guard...
Or for the less religious, this could be just a freak incident.
Either way, I thank my Guardian Angel and the good Lord for giving me the wisdom to pull out my crucifix.
as we all know, all those spooky, evil - devilish shows always have the raven in it. Raven the sign of ill omen.
Yesterday I went to watch the movie Seekers and as usual when there is a story about darkness vs light... good vs evil, ravens appears throughout the movie. On a side note, I do not recommend watching this show... not worth your money lah.
Anyways... when watching the show, it triggered some memory, something which happened to me about 1 month or so ago.
Here goes... MG's encounter with the Raven.
One Sat morning, I decided to follow my sister to this mall... there are some shops close by to the mall where my sis takes her daughter for music lessons. I had wanted to get something from the mall so I decided it would be ideal for me to just get a ride with and then wait till the music class ends and I shall get her to pick me up.
around 1.30pm, I left the mall and waited as instructed at this side of the road near the cross road... As i was standing reading the JJ's mag, i felt something like flew pass my head - almost touching my hair - maybe it did i wasn't sure. Then i turn and i saw this crow behind me.. perched on a bill board.
I moved a little to my left.. - moving down the road.. and finally settling infront of a TNB power box. suddenly the very same crow flew infront of me and stared at me right in the eye. I had an uneasy feeling and my heart started to beat really fast. I felt something wasn't right. It was like watching me and waiting to attack me. I quickly reached in to my tshirt and pulled out my crucifix and within seconds , the crow flew away right to the other far end corner of the road - on my right.
Phew....
So what do you take of this.????
When I spoke to my mom about this, she told me that maybe "IT" sensed something good about me... so its more like good vs evil.
So what they say is true, when you're closer to God, the more you need to pray..... Don't let down your guard.. coz "ITS" always awaiting for the moment when you let down your guard...
Or for the less religious, this could be just a freak incident.
Either way, I thank my Guardian Angel and the good Lord for giving me the wisdom to pull out my crucifix.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
I wonder...
day after day
week after week
month after month
year after year...
Its a cycle that goes on and on.
U wake up, you go to there.. eventho' sometimes your heart just don't feel like doing it.
Your legs gets real heavy and as soon as you're there, your moods just dies.
Your day turns blue.
Gets worse when you have to talk to some arseholes. Who annoys you to pieces....
Recently i read two articles... each talks about how you can never be truely happy with the tang of sadness creeping in. coz thats part of life.. its a norm.
Hmmm....... and i read this in a religious news paper... hmmmmmmmmm
written by a priest............... hmmmmmmmmmm
hehehee
I AM NORMAL LEH!!!!!!!!!!
ITS NORMAL TO BE BLUE ONCE IN A BLUE MOON
BLUEEEE MOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
week after week
month after month
year after year...
Its a cycle that goes on and on.
U wake up, you go to there.. eventho' sometimes your heart just don't feel like doing it.
Your legs gets real heavy and as soon as you're there, your moods just dies.
Your day turns blue.
Gets worse when you have to talk to some arseholes. Who annoys you to pieces....
Recently i read two articles... each talks about how you can never be truely happy with the tang of sadness creeping in. coz thats part of life.. its a norm.
Hmmm....... and i read this in a religious news paper... hmmmmmmmmm
written by a priest............... hmmmmmmmmmm
hehehee
I AM NORMAL LEH!!!!!!!!!!
ITS NORMAL TO BE BLUE ONCE IN A BLUE MOON
BLUEEEE MOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
The End of a Chance
Have I thought about it since I made the decision about 2 years ago? Of course.
Sometimes my mind goes back and forth. Wondering if I have made the right decision.
Most of the times, these thoughts come about when I am facing tough times at work.
I guess its not so much of a regret but more of pondering.
But who knows someday a chance might come up again but maybe this time to a place that I really want to go to.. and would pack and go in just a blink of an eye.
Sometimes my mind goes back and forth. Wondering if I have made the right decision.
Most of the times, these thoughts come about when I am facing tough times at work.
I guess its not so much of a regret but more of pondering.
But who knows someday a chance might come up again but maybe this time to a place that I really want to go to.. and would pack and go in just a blink of an eye.
Monday, September 24, 2007
The Quietness
There has been lack of updates.
Been figuring out what my life is all about. Yeah its that time again.
The time when I get pangs like this.. and I do some self wallowing.
Review is almost up and I am trying to figure out.. to stay or to go. Coz i can just predict the script will be read once more.. over again.
*wish me luck*
Been figuring out what my life is all about. Yeah its that time again.
The time when I get pangs like this.. and I do some self wallowing.
Review is almost up and I am trying to figure out.. to stay or to go. Coz i can just predict the script will be read once more.. over again.
*wish me luck*
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Rest In Peace - Dear Sarah
Today marks, 3 years, since the passing of my SIL - Sarah.
Her children are growing well with the love of Grandma and aunts and uncle. I pray to God that He will continue to shower his blessings on these two kids.
And I pray that my Brother will find his way back to God and not forget his children.
Rest in Peace - Sarah.
Her children are growing well with the love of Grandma and aunts and uncle. I pray to God that He will continue to shower his blessings on these two kids.
And I pray that my Brother will find his way back to God and not forget his children.
Rest in Peace - Sarah.
The end of 9 weeks
Yesterday was my final week of LSS. After successfully going for 9 weeks without skipping a single friday, its now the end of the road.
I would like to share how I feel after the 9 weeks. I have been blessed that was given the gift of tongues during the baptism of the holy spirit and for a couple of weeks on, my spirits were high.
As warned by my facilitator of my group, its now that the journey will begin to get tougher.
Indeed that was true. For the last 3 weeks of the LSS, I have been going throught spiritual dryness. I have to say, things got worse after i found out that my situation hasn't gotten any better at work.
It takes a lot of work to be close to God. The closer you are, the mr S.A TAN will try to lure you away. With great regret, I have to say this, for the past 3 weeks, Mr. TAN has won me over.
But I hope to gain momentum and strenght again to move forward.
So pray for me.
Currently in my mind, I just feel that God has abandon me. I have having thoughts that its better not be a believer as too much obstacles are placed infront of me, which sometimes I deem, too much and I am just tired.
Its a loop that never ends, like the world goes round and round, the issues just keep coming back hitting the fence and the shit hits back right at you.
I would like to share how I feel after the 9 weeks. I have been blessed that was given the gift of tongues during the baptism of the holy spirit and for a couple of weeks on, my spirits were high.
As warned by my facilitator of my group, its now that the journey will begin to get tougher.
Indeed that was true. For the last 3 weeks of the LSS, I have been going throught spiritual dryness. I have to say, things got worse after i found out that my situation hasn't gotten any better at work.
It takes a lot of work to be close to God. The closer you are, the mr S.A TAN will try to lure you away. With great regret, I have to say this, for the past 3 weeks, Mr. TAN has won me over.
But I hope to gain momentum and strenght again to move forward.
So pray for me.
Currently in my mind, I just feel that God has abandon me. I have having thoughts that its better not be a believer as too much obstacles are placed infront of me, which sometimes I deem, too much and I am just tired.
Its a loop that never ends, like the world goes round and round, the issues just keep coming back hitting the fence and the shit hits back right at you.
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